Thursday, January 31, 2019
Captain Ashtar of the Galactic Command will Save us!?
Have you heard that "Captain Ashtar and the Galactic Command" will come down and save 144,00 of us? Really I've heard about this happening since I was a boy, but my farther was a UFO Researcher so I'm thinking I had an unusually bizarre childhood, and got the jump on most of you. (oh if you haven't heard about it don't panic...I'm telling you now)
Here's some thoughts about that. I want to say that I'm extremely grateful to the good captain and the rest of the command butttt who are they going to take. Me? Hahahaha that's pretty doubtful. Not because I'm not worthy of being saved...No, no, no I think we all are. But 144,00 of whos going and from what neighborhoods? And if history and our society is any reflection on how it works is probably a good indication of who's going on the ship at the "End Times" I suspect strongly that it'll be all the Alpha, over the top, narcissistic Sociopaths! Money, Beauty and Passive Aggressive Cream de La Creme!! I don't want to be on that ship. So were would I be? Hell I'd be waving them goodbye and thankyou!
I mean really 144,000 sounds like "Captain Ashtar's" been talking to the Jehovah's Witness (they have the same number of people who will make it to heaven gates).
Always be suspect of someone doing you a favor to get you....off your land! And we have huge history on how that plays out. (c)
Where did we come from?
Is There Aliens Among Us?
Some one once asked me, "Do you think there are Aliens among us? "
Of course I do!! Look at the state of the world! I mean look at Trump...OMG he's totally an Alien, well and Trudeau and any other leader of the world. What a sorry said state of affairs. And what about corporations that will poison to save there bottom line. Profit, Profit and more Profit at the expense of its peoples. Crazy? FCK Yah! What sort of Alien thinking is that!?
Think of the universe as a big ocean and every planet an island, now think back through history about colonialism. Now how is a ship in the 1800's arriving and abducting people and how an Alien ship in 21st century arrives and abducts people, any different? And do you know that 1 million children go missing a year and know one knows where? When the first ship arrived on the coast of South America nobody could see them because there minds couldn't cope with the new concept of a tall ship, It took a shaman to tell everyone because it was so Alien to them. Sounds like then is now. Doesn't it?
Seriously! I've been doing allot of thinking about my theory that Aliens live among us. I mean really 93% of our society is...from another planet! Really. But I digress (and having some good fun) I do not think that our home earth is what most New Agers call "the lowest vibration". I think that there is so many beings Humans, Aliens, Faries, Gods yep still here, and other world creatures, that this place is a resort planet. Thery're so many different life forms on so many levels and dimensions that earth is not a lower vibration place, I'm thinking its the total opposite. I'm thinking way to many beings are visiting that its ridiculous. In fact I also suspect that Earth is indeed the center of the universe. Maybe even the heart and soul. Not because I'm some stupid egocentric human being who's toxic and wickedly self absorbed. No through my experiences there is far to much other world phenomena and beings to even think other wise. There is Aliens Among Us. We are a Popular Tropical Vacation Spot of the universe!
Bwhahaha!!! No I'm Serious! (c)
Tuesday, January 29, 2019
Inuunngittut (NON-Human Beings) *inuit
Inuunngittut aka (nonhuman beings) is a Inuit word that I think really is what it is. I a using this word to describe all the other world beings that I've interacted with over the years. And the myth is that this Inuunngittut name was Qallupiluk and she steals children who venture to the ice up up north. Now I can understand why this story is told because it helps to keep the children inside and close to there parents. It's a myth right? Wrong.
I live by the ocean and one of the funest things I do during the summer is jump off the dock (keeping in mind I was 45 at the time) and it was a wonderful drop of 10ft or more on low tide. Loved doing jumping and swimming back to the door and climbing the ladder. This time I was with a friend and it was high tide. We both plunged off the dock with a 6ft drop with crazy wild abandonment! When I came up and my head broke the surface I realized I was being pulled out the sea. I'm a good swimmer so I just pulled harder with my arms to get back to the dock. Well it wasn't working at all, so then I kicked in with my legs, but I had to swim so hard to get back to safety a small distance away. And to my relief my friend was at the ladder too. "What was that he asked?" as we climbed up the ladder. "What the current/" I said. "Yeah I've never ever had that happen!" Now I knew something was not right but I stayed silent as not to influence him. " It was like someone or something was pulling us out to sea. " Now that confirmed it. Wow! We got our stuff and headed down the pier and as we where I saw it! I wasn't even sure what it was, she was a haggy looking women with black hair come outta this big shaky fishy thing. Black, Black, Black. Pulls the hair up my back just recalling it again. And then...she talked to me, "I need you help." She said in my head. "I don't think so." The creature was quiet for a moment and then said "WHY". "You just tried to kill us!" "oh, yes, well I didn't know who you were, did I" I was astonished, "What?" "You can help me, you can send me home, I'm trapped hear. " There was no way I was going to send this nasty creature anywhere let alone back to her home. I walked away without saying anything, however she didn't relent. "Give me some time I need to think about it. Now I not sure why this Qallupiluk creature is in the ocean near my house but she is. After some research this is the closest name for what I'd seen. Several days later I went to talk to her. "I will send you home, only under one condition." "Anything...Name it." she greedily answered. "Okay, you have to save as many children as you killed in your life time. AS soon as that is..." Interrupting she howler "Do you know how old I am Spirit Walker!!" I smiled.."Oh yes I do and AS soon as you have saved as many children as you've killed then you get to go home. Let me know when that happens...bye!" Qallupiluk still talks to me but not quite as nasty as she was.
They are not all nasty bits of business, and what I'm going to en devour to do is salt and pepper all of my sightings and interactions so it just isn't messed up Aliens or white fluffy angels, I'll give you both.
When I was 17 I saw an seraphim: ("an angelic being, regarded in traditional Christian angelology as belonging to the highest order of the ninefold celestial hierarchy, associated with light, ardor, and purity.") She was all glowing white with extended wings and floated from the foot of my bed to the right side of the bed. Which is wild because my bed room was an old turn of the century walk in closet with a slanted roof, so it you'd have to be 3 feet to be able to do what she did and she was much taller than that. The really wild thing is she looked like my sister, I've never been able to figure that out. My sister is a good person but I'd never describe her as a Seraphim/Angel.The whole encounter left me feeling lifted but in the morning I realize there was going to be very few people I could tell. It took me a year to come to grips with the experience because it touched me so deeply and left me in awe. It rattled my life to the core, mostly in a positive way but the confusion was huge.
Around the same time (I was 17) I'd had a cloak being (cobalt robe with a hood) no face with two white dots for eyes. I had done some automatic writing and communicated with a being from a planet called Atroni III which is where he (Tamlet) was from, and apparently so was I. Before going to bed I wanted to communicate with this fellow/being. I laid down that night and started to journeying to my planet and went looking for Tamlet. My farther had given me a cross because he was very worried for me and said maybe it would protect me. This is very odd because neither my father or I were religious at all but I think it was a parents attempt to help in a situation where he had no idea on how to help. There I was dream journeying to find this being who said he knew me. At the time I only half believed that it was actually true. I had a more of a "Yah....righttttttt?" and secretly thought what I was being told was suspect. Lol well until something extraordinary happened! I was deep in the journey, in my walk in closet/bedroom when all of a sudden I open my eyes and saw this man (he had a male presences) with two white dots (stars in brilliance) for eyes, standing approx 6ft tall (which you cannot do where he was standing). He was head to toe in his Cobalt Cloak and he was just looking at me like he was confused how he got were he was. Then he reach out with his hand to my heart to examine the cross I had clutched there in my hands. I was totally pooing myself when this was occurring, speechless to say the least, in shock, he was as real as you or me, solid form from head to toe. Wow! When he reached out and place his palm over my chest to feel the cross? or my heart? Or both. His sleeve pulled up and I saw all this square color arm band that went from his wrist to elbow.(Not sure what they did but got a sense that all those colored squares had a purpose.) WTF!! At that moment I pulled outta the dream and it took me 6 months to cope with what I'd just seen. Whoa! It was an extraordinary meeting. I know now why the cape. He comes from the "Brotherhood of Light" or the "Warriors of Light". Which when talking to him is a place that en circles the world and they come down and help folks like you and me with there path. Advice, protection, healing, wisdom and company. Have you ever woken up with you heart beating uncontrollably at 2 or 3 in the morning. That was them. They show up in 3's, 6's mostly. All the way up to 101. (Which I've met but I'll tell that story later in this blog). And they don't all wear the same color of robe, each color relates to the magic discipline of there choosing. To date I've met them wearing, Brown, Cobalt, White with gold sashes tied around there waist , Black with a red lining, Green,and Purple.
I was 30 at the time and I was hanging out up in Whistler British Columbia and because of my Farther who was a leading Abuductee UFO Researcher, I knew that the number of Alien phenomena in this area was mind blowing. I had been staying at the Youth Hostel at the time and on my last night before going to sleep I said, "hahaha its the third day and you didn't get me." Then I started to meditate and go to my scared place but I didn't end up there I ended up 6 translucent (you could see through them, or into them) colorful Aliens (Star People) with wings. I call these beings Butterfly People, its a poor description but its the best I can do. They where solid but not solid. I've never seen anything like it then or now. We talked for a while and I had them laughing, they where brilliant souls, wow!, just amazing to be with them.
I'd returned home and I was sleeping when in the dream I saw a Grey Alien at the foot of my bed with its arm out and one of its 3 fingers pointing at me, lying in bed, when the covers moved down to my feet and then I levitated out of the bed. I was having an outta body experience, there floating up in a standing position over my bed and me watching in the room like a spectator, all the way up to when my body slammed against the wall with my arms out stretched. Boom! I was back in my body. I don't think the Grey Alien even knew I was watching or there but in that moment when I slammed against my head board wall! I was paralyzed! Arrrgh I knew what would happen next, I'd heard the stories of probes and tubes and fuccccck that was not going to happen to me. Inside my head I said, "This is not happening to me!" and then out loud I looked directly at the Grey Alien and shouted "This..Is..Not...Happening...To...ME!!" And in that moment I step down to the bed. Suddenly I noticed these little ugly looking green dudes in light brown capes with hoods. Three on each side of the bed. They all looked at the Grey Alien in charge and said to him, "This is not suppose to be happening!" The Grey Alien instantly disappeared. I don't remember much after that but I got the sense that I chased the Little Green Dudes around the houses, catching them and then throwing them up the portal that they all came from, in the center of my room at the foot of my bed.
I was running, waiting, fighting then running again. In the waking dream I was being hunting by Hounds (The nearest I've gotten to figuring this out is some literature I found in England and the Hounds are called "The Hounds of Baskerville") hundreds of them hunting me. Moving fast I had evaded them for a while. Black Hounds with Red eyes, they look more like a wolf but with deep black with spikes coming out of there backs. Go move fast stop fight. I didn't know how long I could keep it up. I phoned a friend Saux' wood. "Aunty I'm afriad." I said. "How many?"
I was shocked she knew. "Many, lots, hundreds."
"We are you running too?"
"To the Valley, the Valley of the Bears!" I knew I was headed to a valley but not until she asked did I realize this. "But don't know how long I can keep this up."
"Are you in the Valley?" She was very calm.
"Soon, almost there but oh no!!" A huge hound jumped outta no where and before I know it a Huge grizzly bear comes outta no were and takes the hound out. And then I saw all of them, so my hounds moving very fast. Coming to kill me. "I'm done, I'm done its to late!"
"Are you alone?" She asked calmly.
'Yes!" I was freaking out, seconds and I will be gone.
"Are you alone?" She repeated precisely.
"Yes!!!!...." And then in that moment I realized I had wonderful family, good friends and then I said..."No, no I'm not alone."
And in that very moment Grizzly Bears appeared outta no where, hundreds and hundreds of them. Aunties Clan was the Grizzly Bear. I made it into the valley safe and sound. No "Red Eyed Hounds of Baskerville follow me then, or ever again.
I've been hunted by all sorts of creatures and aliens but the scariest of them all has to be Hooded Assassins! They float a foot off the ground and wear a black cape with a hood, and are about 7 to 8 feet in height, with red eyes and literally no face. If you were to draw back the cape you'd find a bronze metal breast plate from the neck to there hips, oh and they carry a cross bow. I remember the first time I saw one I was petrified but now not so much, it's mostly the other way around. Haha. I suspect that these creatures are liken to Templar Nights/Priest Religious Zealots who have taken an oath to serve and protect the church. I was in teaching a seminar in Shamanism at an Aboriginal Healing Conference and I was telling a story of what these creatures are. We had 40 people in our workshop and there where 250 in the conference most folks happened to be Native Aboriginals. I told them this story, I'd been hunted by the Hood Assassins my life and found out trying to fight them was a ridiculous waste of time. At this point in my journey I take a two handed Claymore ( A Scottish sword) from the back of my spine (everyone has one) and draw a circle around myself. Then I point a finger at the Hooded Assassin and say, "Cross my boundaries and I will HEAL you." and if they do (They rarely even try anymore) 10 snakes come from my legs and grab onto them, they then fall down and 9 days later there ability to hurt anyone has gone, leaving them with only the power to help humans. This of course scares them to the core. If you could see the looks on there faces after I've said this it would make you laugh. I say next, "You are free to go," but before they have taken a few steps I lift them in the air (easily between my fingers) and say, "Oh and if I see you within my field of vision, I will heal you without hesitation." They turn to go and I stop them again and whisper in their ears, "Tell your friends, I know you talk." That freaks them out cause they'd like Humans to think that they are omniscient. Which they are not. Every creature, being, Alien, nasty bit of business all have community of some sort, well mostly.
I looked up to a room of gaping mouths and BIG wide as saucer eyes. I thought, "Why did I just tell these newbies this story, I must be crazy." The next thing that happened was extraordinary, a Micmac Native Lady from the east coast raise her hand.
"These creatures do they come in three's"
"Yes" I said, "They can."
"What are they after?"
I don't really like to tell people cause it scares them, "They come for people and they will commit suicide. The Black Red Eyed Hounds isolate them and then the Hooded Assassins come and finish the job. Why?"
"I saw 3 of them show up on the Reserve and then we lost six youth to suicide."
"Oh, that sounds right, I'm sorry for your loss." Now everyone in the room who thought I was crazy was looking at her and me in awe.
"What would you do if you saw them?" She asked.
"Well I'd Howl for the Wolves, they've been fighting this fight from the beginning of time.The Wolves know what to do and the Hooded Assassins fear them."
"Oh she said, "I wondered why when I saw them, I step out of my house and HOWLED! Thank you."
It was 730 in the morning and I was driving to work. Heading
from West Vancouver into East
Vancouver to my job and I decided to travel via Kingsway that runs
right up the center of the city. I wasn’t focusing on much and mostly I was a
little wee bit zoney just trying wake up
when I came to a red traffic light, were Clark and Kingsway intersect. Then I
turned and looked around the intersection and glance left and then right, it
was then I saw this person/thing. I was so shocked I turned away really fast
and thought wow! WTF was that? I turned back to make sure I saw what I thought
I saw. Yep, I was looking at a human and with a Demon head, or just a Demon. It
was broad day light, first thing in the morning and there he was! I watched him
and it appeared he had no idea I could see what or who he was. He had a
contorted face, with a pushed up nose and a huge mouth with what appear sticks
coming out of it. I watched him for minutes (you are lucky to see other world
creatures for a couple of seconds but for 1 to 2 minutes, wow that’s unheard of)
waiting for that light to change until he turned back into a human, it was outrageous
I was shocked and I’ve seen a lot of wild things in my life. He turned back
into a humanoid and the light went from Red to Green, I headed to work. This
never happens but it did. Mostly you see these creatures and most all other
world beings in the shadow but out in the open, in broad day light no way. I
see these sightings and mostly I can make sense of them however sometimes that
can be difficult to fathom, to make sense of. Hey I guess that’s why it’s
called the Great Mystery. (c)
Sumerian/Egyptian Alien (nasty bits of business) Sky Gods
I was
watching a film called the “Fourth Kind”, OMG was it wickedly intense. It is
about alien abduction and is suppose to be a Docudrama* but not a Documentary.
*Docudrama. A docudrama (or documentarydrama) is a
genre of radio and television programming, feature film,
and staged theatre, which features dramatized re-enactments of actual
events.
*Documentary
a movie
or a television or radio program that provides a factual record or report.
It was
an intense film that I found brutal to watch but I think it was because my
father had recommended it that I decided to keep watching it. Basically it’s
about a therapist that is trying in the beginning to help people with insomnia
and the fear of going to sleep for fear something terrible would happen to them
when they were sleeping. The deeper you get into the film the more and more you
realise that all the people that are having the same encounter. They’re having
Alien visitations of the worse kind. They wake up in closets scare (terrified)
to death with ragging pain from there scalps (we later find out) being dragged by
there hair across a carpet, by these Aliens. At the same time children started
disappearing and FBI agents started to investigate Knome Alaska (44 recorded visits) to the area but
they found nothing or never did anything about what was going on. This to me
from my experience appears to be government cover up but why? It’s just all to
weird and then when I was watching the film: One of the victims was in a
regression and under hypnosis re experience her experience while she was
sleeping the night before. When she was full on into the abduction experience she
was talking from her perspective as well as doing the voice of her abductor,
except she was not trying to recreate the voice ( which was terrifying to
listen to and wickedly authentic and not in English it was later discovered it
was an ancient language. The Aliens were speaking Sumerian). She was screaming
“OH GOD, oh god oh god, Please save me!” And the Alien Abductor said something
right back to her and when he did it translated instantly in my head and I
heard “I am your God!!” I waited for the experts to translate what the Alien
Abductor had said and they came no where close to what I heard. WTF! I could be
off a little but not by that much. It was then I recognised the Race of Aliens
from Samaria (well not from there but where their in that time and Egypt later
in history and here now) who were the nastiest of the nasty’s of Alien with
little or no regard for Humanity (so other world beings think, human’s are
completely stupid) and were apart of creation of the Homosapien millions of years before. When the Alien Abductor said “I am your God”, it woken something deep
inside me and I recognized there race, I knew them and they were and still are
a brutal narcissistic psychopathic race. It was this and that the children were
disappearing in numbers, plus the FBI investigation without support. So I
thought I ought to pay the Alien Abductors a visit.
I went
on a dream journey to Knome Alaska
to the “Samarian Under Ground Colony”. I arrived in the heart of the community
and was met by one of the Guardians.
“What
are you doing hear Spirit Walker?” he said in his most low, gravely, terrifying
voice. (They’re so dramatic)
“I’ve come
to tell you and your kind to stop terrorizing and abducting the humans of
Knome.” I was calm and determined.
“Ha,
you have no power hear with us! You can not come and dictate to us what we can
and can’t do!!” He was trying harder and harder to unnerve me but I’ve known
these being’s for along time and have more distain for there kind than respect.
“I’m
not dictating to you, I’m asking nicely.” I smiled at him which proved to make
him even more agitated which was good to see. He was becoming unnerved.
“You
and your kind have no power here and we do what we want, we are gods!!” His
animal face contorted while he spoke.
I
shrugged, “So you say.” I inhaled and then said, “I will warn you this once,
leave Humans alone or there will be consequences.”
He
looked at me in his 8ft towering, muscular human form, with animal head of an
alligator snapping into the air. He was something to behold but I was little
impressed.
He
advance towards me as quick as lighting, with the intent to destroy me and in
that moment I knelt down, raised my fist in the air and slammed it into the
ground. A energy shock wave and threw him to the ground and resounded threw the whole
underground colony.
He rose
as a total human, smaller and with a human head.
He looked
at me and roared!! “What have you done?!”
I stared
at him, eyes of a hawk, piercing and pointed into his all of his kinds souls, “Listen
to me, you and your kind, all of you. I have turned you into the very thing you
despise and you will change back as soon as you’ve helped as many human’s that
you’ve hurt here and through time. It is my will and so it will be.”
“We are
the abomination! You can’t do this!!!”
“To
late,” I giggled, “Look around my friend, I already have.”
I
started to walk away as I could here screams of anguish coming
from the
rest of the colony, I turned and look back at the now sobbing
human
once nasty Godly Abductor, “Oh, and I want the children returned
or I
will return and the next time you see me I won’t be as kind.”
If you’re
thinking is this a story or is it real? You choose. It’s little concern
to me,
If it’s easier to think of as a good story then that’s good with me.
I thought this was an outrageous dream journey for me until a 6 months later this happened:
I was working in the employment services and teaching workshops in being employment
ready and I typically get 7 people (from welfare) per workshop. This workshop there was two and then the next day (the workshops where 5 days long) one.
Just a gentlemen who looked very stressed but I didn't think to much of that because most of my clients had been out of work for a while, and they were all stressed (hard not to be when you are trying to live off of 600$ a month), I usually start off my workshop with the usual stuff like: No cell phones, 3 breaks a day ...etc. and end with "If you want to talk about the conspiracy theory I'm more than welcome to do that outside of class (alot of the participants were very fixated on the government because they spent so much time with them in this social assistance program). I also shared that I'd been aware of the conspiracy theory since 1976 because my Dad was a UFO researcher (a strange thing to say? You might be saying to yourself, haha, not in a room filled with conspiracy theorists).
There he was looking anguished as we started reviewing the horribly patronizing dry antiquated employment material set out by the some really bored paper pushing government employee.
Then the gentlemen blurted out, "Your Dad was a UFO researcher?!"
"Yep," I replied without looking up from the work sheets I was about to teach.
"Listen, I have been having these really bad nightmares where these huge nasty Aliens drag me across the rug by my hair, I think its just a dream but I wake up in the morning with rug burns and my scalp hurts something awful."
My jaw dropped in shock.
"You don't believe me!?"
"Oh no I believe you, I've just finished watching this movie which nasty aliens had been terrifying people the same way. Listen what did these aliens look like?"
"Oh, aprox 7 to 8 feet tall?"
"What did there heads look like?" I inquired as casually as I could.
"Like it was weird they have animal and bird heads."
"Wow, I've seen them too."
And while I was teaching him the workshop I gave him tools to help himself get free of his tormentors.
I took another visit up to the area where this gentlemen lived (not far from the center of town) and found a smaller colony of identical nasty aliens (liken to the ones in Knome Alaska) which ended in the same results.
I was working in the employment services and teaching workshops in being employment
ready and I typically get 7 people (from welfare) per workshop. This workshop there was two and then the next day (the workshops where 5 days long) one.
Just a gentlemen who looked very stressed but I didn't think to much of that because most of my clients had been out of work for a while, and they were all stressed (hard not to be when you are trying to live off of 600$ a month), I usually start off my workshop with the usual stuff like: No cell phones, 3 breaks a day ...etc. and end with "If you want to talk about the conspiracy theory I'm more than welcome to do that outside of class (alot of the participants were very fixated on the government because they spent so much time with them in this social assistance program). I also shared that I'd been aware of the conspiracy theory since 1976 because my Dad was a UFO researcher (a strange thing to say? You might be saying to yourself, haha, not in a room filled with conspiracy theorists).
There he was looking anguished as we started reviewing the horribly patronizing dry antiquated employment material set out by the some really bored paper pushing government employee.
Then the gentlemen blurted out, "Your Dad was a UFO researcher?!"
"Yep," I replied without looking up from the work sheets I was about to teach.
"Listen, I have been having these really bad nightmares where these huge nasty Aliens drag me across the rug by my hair, I think its just a dream but I wake up in the morning with rug burns and my scalp hurts something awful."
My jaw dropped in shock.
"You don't believe me!?"
"Oh no I believe you, I've just finished watching this movie which nasty aliens had been terrifying people the same way. Listen what did these aliens look like?"
"Oh, aprox 7 to 8 feet tall?"
"What did there heads look like?" I inquired as casually as I could.
"Like it was weird they have animal and bird heads."
"Wow, I've seen them too."
And while I was teaching him the workshop I gave him tools to help himself get free of his tormentors.
I took another visit up to the area where this gentlemen lived (not far from the center of town) and found a smaller colony of identical nasty aliens (liken to the ones in Knome Alaska) which ended in the same results.
1990: My friend in Hunnington Beach California invited me to come and stay with him and search for work. So, I decided that was a good option. I’d lived and studied down in Pasadena for four years when I was in my 20’s. Now 7 years later, I was excited to go back to California . It was great to hang out with my friend again and while I was down there a number of extraordinary things happened to me. This, was another experience that I think relates to the same story but at the time I wouldn’t have known that.
It was late (approx 3 in the morning) and I got woken up from the dream. However when I woke up I wasn’t dreaming but I wasn’t in real time, in this dimension, on this plane. I could feel something coming towards me from inside my closet in the room I was in. I got outta bed and sat down curled up with my back to the wall. I was scared to death. Frightened to my core and out from the close came this huge white bird. I knew right away that the Big White Bird was female. She came out of the closet (floating a little above the floor) and went right towards me. I was shaking I was so scared and so how I knew I needed to make contact. I lifted my right extending my index finger, up towards her. Her energy was overwhelming, it was all I could do to not poop myself. She lifted her wing and I touched her right wing tip. I looked up simultaneously and could not make out her face cause it was blurred out, which only added to my confusion, fear and made me spin out of control emotionally. She then turn and went to the mirror attached to the Chester drawers. It took all my effort to stand up and move to her. I had too. I’m not sure why but I knew at the time, it was something I needed to do. I walked up behind her and saw her looking at me but still I was unable to see her face. I grab her by the shoulders and shook her, yelling, “Who are you!!”|
Duende ©
More to come....not necessarily nice but still interesting.
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Monday, January 21, 2019
Wee People I've Seen
Over the years of living
since I was small I’ve seen Fairies and Elves. I’m not sure why I can do this
but I always have. I remember the most vivid sighting was when I was 17 and I
was outside of my parent’s house late at night peeing into the Laurel Bush in
front of the house when I heard a voice:
There was an Elf, lying in
the first big branch of the Maple tree that grew close to our house. He looked
like you would imagine Elves would look: He had pointy green shoes, leggings,
white shirt and a wee hat and he was laughing at me.
Your father is never going to figure out why his
Laurel Bush grows so well is he, said my friendly Elf. (They never volunteer
there names, but Im human so why would they, they think were all stupid humans
anyway)
I didn’t turn around to
address him, And you better not say anything, I said.
No worries to that mate, he
said, why would I talk to him, he never listens anyway.
And that was that.
The next sighting was a year
later, late at night, I was in my parents house alone and I was looking out of
the TV room window. There right in from of the house was a huge Holy Bush Tree
and I could see a whole Fairy
Court in this huge Holy Bush Tree. A King and
Queen and there subjects all talking to eachother. No one seemed to notice me.
Some five years later I was
going to Theatre school in Pasadena
California . It was the middle of
the afternoon and Id just woken up from a wonderful nap on a lazy Sunday
afternoon and there above my head, just by the ceiling light was three fat
little Cherubs (the are the unearthy beings who directly attend to God
according to Abrahamic religions. The Numerous Depictions of cherubim assign to
them many different roles, their original duty having been the protection of
the Garden of Eden. So says Wikipedia.) and as soon as they realize I saw them,
they flew into the bathroom, in my one bedroom apartment on the lousy side of north west Pasadena .
My next contact didn’t happen
until many many years later. Im thinking the next sighting occurred when moving
to a small town on the Coast of British
Columbia . I started seeing flashes going past the
Veranda doors off the outside deck. These where sprites, which my mother
spotted when we were in a middle of a conversation, she was facing the doors
and I was facing her with my back to the Veranda. My Moms eyes dart to the
right very quickly. I asked her, What did you see.
Nothing, she said, I saw
Nothing.
It was an Elf wasn’t, it.
No, she answered, and don’t
put words in my mouth. It wasn’t a Elf.
What was it then
It was a sprite.
That’s my mother. Very
clairvoyant with extreme denialablity.
And now in the past years Ive
had more and more sightings, to the point I have discover they all live in
different communities and no they don’t all live together in harmony. In fact
they don’t like each other but respect each others boundries. So they get along
sort of but no one likes Changlings, I suspect that’s because they are part
Human, and everyone of the Fairy World thinks humans are Stupid.
Ive even started to work out
where everyone lives throughout the area in which I live. Ive met Tall Elfs,
close by the Ocean. They even followed me and shot an arrow at me to test to
see if Im who they thought I was. When I turned the arrow and sent if back to
where it cam from (back towards them) they where surprise and sufficiently
impressed I wasn’t a stupid human.
The next encounter, was when
my daughter was 2 and we where walking out of the Canadian Tire parking lot.
She was asleep in her stroller, and I was dog tired, I was barely paying
attention when I looked across the Highway and spotted a wee Elf. He stood
approx 4 ft tall and wore a little grey cap, jacket, pants and pointy shoes.
The elf appeared to be as shocked in me seeing him as I was. I saw him at 2 in
the afternoon is the most unlikely place.
Another time I was working
with a friend on a construction project some 40 miles from my last sighting,
years later and I was grinding and sanding a log which is very noisy work.
Its him, one said, No its not
another replied, No its him, Ive heard the rumours, Im sure its him. Quiet!
Another said (there was three of them) he can here us. No he cant another
replied, hes human and stupid none of them can here us. No, no no, Im telling
you he can. Don’t be mad, I told you hes human that’s impossible.
I was grinding at that moment
(Which is deafing work) and I could hear them, without even trying to listen.
So I said, I can hear you.
It talks, dear dear, he
speaks to us, one yelled. Impossible said the other.
I laughed, no no its not
impossible my friends I can here you.
Oh my its true, the rumours
are true its him, I thought hed be a myth.
I laughed and there was a
long silence then one said, could we walk with you.
Sure I said and then forgot
all about the encounter until I got home and was about to fall asleep that
night. When I was just falling asleep and saw three floating dots of light in
the room, two red and one blue. Theyd followed me home.
The next encounter was when I
took and supported a couple of friends on a vision quest at Lake Lovely Water. The
Wilderness was filled with huge Amanita Mushrooms and the Queen of the
Mushrooms followed me down the Mountain. For the next couple of years we had a
relationship. Not that Im used to this but it was a very interesting journey
together. Oddly amazing, and very other world and as fascinating a relationship
as with an Alien Being I met in the dream world called Tara. She was a
surrogate birth mother for other world babies.
I was the donor without my consent which I put a stop too.
I was hiking through a park
alone not far from my house, its right by the busy highway but its still very
very picturesque. Id been hiking for about an hour when I found myself in the middle
of the park. Here I encountered two Leprechauns’.
Oh lord its him, said the
first one to the right of the path.
Who asked the other, he was
sitting on a stump close to the path on the left side.
You know, the one they talk
about.
Oh him, but hes human and all
humans are stupid.
No not this one hes got the
gift, hes different, hes Fay.
Impossible, hes stupid, they
are all stupid, hes human.
Not this one, he knows I tell
you, he can see and hear us.
Haha!! Don’t you be crazy
talking me, he cant and he doesn’t.
In that precise moment I
turned as I passed the one on the left sitting on the stump and winked at him.
The one Leprechaun on the right yell in shock, the one on the left recovered
faster from being seen.
I told you he can see.
Hog wash he just got lucky.
He can’t see me.
I turned and looked directly
at that one and said, I can see and hear you and you are right there sitting on
the stump.
That Leprechaun fell over in
shock and the other laughed loudly said…I told you, I told you!! The rumors
are true, he can see, he’s Fay, he’s got the gift! It’s him.
I had an encounter with Amanita The
Queen of The Fairy Fungus came to me in a waking dream…she was beautiful and I
was in awe of her (she was not happy with me and wanted me to pay attention to
her message. Lol sometimes Im very human) and quickly from behind her came the
Green Man(Never seen anything about him until this point). The next thing
through a collection of events I started creating him and an 8 ft tall
character who would become a vehicle for storytelling with children. Little did
I know that this was the plan from a long long long time ago (probably way
before this life time, maybe life, life, life times before).
My wife had gotten extremely ill and it had been four years of brutal health problems, we were all at the end of our ropes, my wife, my daughter and I. My family was going down and there was nothing I could do to stop it, or make it better. I had tried everything I knew and was at the end, I was so desperate I'd try anything. The next day I went out side and talked to my Alien Friends (Star People) asking for my help. There answer was this "We don't interfere", I was pissed off "You people interfere all the time that's why this world is in such a mess, so don't fucking tell me you don't interfere!" I was so mad, "Are you going to help me and heal her or what?!" There was a silent pause, "No, we cannot help." I was right at the edge, I'd helped them, fuck I so hated these one sided relationships!! "Well go fuck yourselves then!" I was so so exhausted and strung out from all the anguish and been Dad, Mom and while working a full time job and my poor wife and and my daughter what they where going through and now now I get we don't interfere! That was it, I was so done! The next day I went to the my Fairy Peoples and I said "Blue Fairy |Blue Fairy I need your help, we need your help, my family and I need your help!" Nothing, there was no reply. I felt a huge let down, until 7 days later, my daughter asked to camp outside in our garden. I was so pumped and had forgotten what I asked for. We went out that night and we left of Mom inside, we tucked in early, it was so cool. I put a towel over my head and waited for my little 7 year old to fall asleep. At 3 in the morning I was blasted outta my sleep I could see the tent was filled with a brilliant blue light and in the middle was this tiny
Blue Fairy. OMG WTF!! I could see her through a crack in the towel. She was amazing!! I didn't tell my daughter about what I'd seen until after her Mom was better.
*I don't recommend this, with the fairy world its all about being indebted, one favor for another, its there culture. It won't be for another 9 years till I discover exactly the depth of this favor that was done for me.
A young friend of mine lived down the street and he wasn't doing so well. He was struggling emotionally, had huge food allergies and he had very few friends. I knew him, I suspected he was more in my worlds than his own. He talked about serpents and dragons flying through his house. I thought that it was a story felt like it had a lot of weight, truth and in my gut I knew what he was seeing cause when I was around the his house I got the same images. I also got a sense that he was in some sort of danger but I said nothing to him or his parents until I could figure it all out. Every time I was in his (his parents where family friends) back yard I felt like there was something or someone watching the house. It was then that my first clue came into my hands, I read a book about Changlings! They are a small children 6 to 10 who where taken when they wandered into the forest on there own. The Changling watches a child of a family and study's the child and there habits until they absolutely know the child thoroughly. The Changling waits in the forest for the child under study to wander to far and then the swap happens. The Changling switch places (the changling takes on the child of study's totally identity) and leaves the other child in the forest with its memories swiped clean (this child now has the other identity and will spend his life hunting his own child to swap with). Now that child is welcomed into the clan of Changlings which are half human and half fay. (All the other wee creatures: Elfs, Fairy's, Dwarfs and others do not like any Changlings because I suspect they are half human, and no one in the other worlds has a very high regard of humans). That's when I started to wanting to check out the end of the yard that butted up against a small park and a creek. His dad showed me around the place and sure enough there was an energy signature, my young friend was being scoped out. I then twined medicine and left a forgetting magic to keep my young friend safe. It worked. Months later further up the Highway I was passing a small creek and in the corner of my eye, spied a young blond curly hair boy, for just a split second, he was Changling, the one who was hoping to do the body switch with my friend.
In the past years I've seen many elves who appear to be watching me. I was working in a restaurant when I walk into the kitchen and I saw an Elf approx 5 feet in height leaning on a central beam. He had golden hair, was muscularly defined but not overly, wearing a pair of leggings, with pointy shoes, with his arms crossed as well as his legs. No one else could see him but me and he knew I could see him. He didn't seemed bothered by this and looked at me with such reverence. I not sure why he even came to see me.
The next time I saw an elf I was driving into town when I glance over to the right at the Petro Canada Gas station, on the main intersection. There was a black haired female Elf (approx 5ft with, defined muscular body, shirt, leggings and pointy shoes) with her arms and legs crossed leaning back on the building and she too was looking right at me, with a not to impressed look on her face.
Recently I started working as a Care Aide and I'd was listening to some music, and I was drifting slightly into the dream when I opened my eyes with a start. Right beside me was a Elf, sitting at my feet, in a relaxed position. He had blonde hair and was wearing a big flat light tanned brimmed hat, more western in style, a white T shirt and shorts, no shoes. A week later another sighting happened, I saw a taller Elf she was in all green, from head to toe with pointy green shoes and brilliant fire Red hair.
My wife had gotten extremely ill and it had been four years of brutal health problems, we were all at the end of our ropes, my wife, my daughter and I. My family was going down and there was nothing I could do to stop it, or make it better. I had tried everything I knew and was at the end, I was so desperate I'd try anything. The next day I went out side and talked to my Alien Friends (Star People) asking for my help. There answer was this "We don't interfere", I was pissed off "You people interfere all the time that's why this world is in such a mess, so don't fucking tell me you don't interfere!" I was so mad, "Are you going to help me and heal her or what?!" There was a silent pause, "No, we cannot help." I was right at the edge, I'd helped them, fuck I so hated these one sided relationships!! "Well go fuck yourselves then!" I was so so exhausted and strung out from all the anguish and been Dad, Mom and while working a full time job and my poor wife and and my daughter what they where going through and now now I get we don't interfere! That was it, I was so done! The next day I went to the my Fairy Peoples and I said "Blue Fairy |Blue Fairy I need your help, we need your help, my family and I need your help!" Nothing, there was no reply. I felt a huge let down, until 7 days later, my daughter asked to camp outside in our garden. I was so pumped and had forgotten what I asked for. We went out that night and we left of Mom inside, we tucked in early, it was so cool. I put a towel over my head and waited for my little 7 year old to fall asleep. At 3 in the morning I was blasted outta my sleep I could see the tent was filled with a brilliant blue light and in the middle was this tiny
Blue Fairy. OMG WTF!! I could see her through a crack in the towel. She was amazing!! I didn't tell my daughter about what I'd seen until after her Mom was better.
*I don't recommend this, with the fairy world its all about being indebted, one favor for another, its there culture. It won't be for another 9 years till I discover exactly the depth of this favor that was done for me.
A young friend of mine lived down the street and he wasn't doing so well. He was struggling emotionally, had huge food allergies and he had very few friends. I knew him, I suspected he was more in my worlds than his own. He talked about serpents and dragons flying through his house. I thought that it was a story felt like it had a lot of weight, truth and in my gut I knew what he was seeing cause when I was around the his house I got the same images. I also got a sense that he was in some sort of danger but I said nothing to him or his parents until I could figure it all out. Every time I was in his (his parents where family friends) back yard I felt like there was something or someone watching the house. It was then that my first clue came into my hands, I read a book about Changlings! They are a small children 6 to 10 who where taken when they wandered into the forest on there own. The Changling watches a child of a family and study's the child and there habits until they absolutely know the child thoroughly. The Changling waits in the forest for the child under study to wander to far and then the swap happens. The Changling switch places (the changling takes on the child of study's totally identity) and leaves the other child in the forest with its memories swiped clean (this child now has the other identity and will spend his life hunting his own child to swap with). Now that child is welcomed into the clan of Changlings which are half human and half fay. (All the other wee creatures: Elfs, Fairy's, Dwarfs and others do not like any Changlings because I suspect they are half human, and no one in the other worlds has a very high regard of humans). That's when I started to wanting to check out the end of the yard that butted up against a small park and a creek. His dad showed me around the place and sure enough there was an energy signature, my young friend was being scoped out. I then twined medicine and left a forgetting magic to keep my young friend safe. It worked. Months later further up the Highway I was passing a small creek and in the corner of my eye, spied a young blond curly hair boy, for just a split second, he was Changling, the one who was hoping to do the body switch with my friend.
In the past years I've seen many elves who appear to be watching me. I was working in a restaurant when I walk into the kitchen and I saw an Elf approx 5 feet in height leaning on a central beam. He had golden hair, was muscularly defined but not overly, wearing a pair of leggings, with pointy shoes, with his arms crossed as well as his legs. No one else could see him but me and he knew I could see him. He didn't seemed bothered by this and looked at me with such reverence. I not sure why he even came to see me.
The next time I saw an elf I was driving into town when I glance over to the right at the Petro Canada Gas station, on the main intersection. There was a black haired female Elf (approx 5ft with, defined muscular body, shirt, leggings and pointy shoes) with her arms and legs crossed leaning back on the building and she too was looking right at me, with a not to impressed look on her face.
Recently I started working as a Care Aide and I'd was listening to some music, and I was drifting slightly into the dream when I opened my eyes with a start. Right beside me was a Elf, sitting at my feet, in a relaxed position. He had blonde hair and was wearing a big flat light tanned brimmed hat, more western in style, a white T shirt and shorts, no shoes. A week later another sighting happened, I saw a taller Elf she was in all green, from head to toe with pointy green shoes and brilliant fire Red hair.
The Sealy “Winter Fairy”
I’d already made a connection with the Sealy Winter Fairy
years ago but they are a very shy cultural group, maybe because they’ve been
mistakenly called “Vampires”. I sense they are called this for there very sharp
teeth and humanity being mostly slow and not very observant, alienating anything
they don’t understand, including there own human populations.
I was heading into Vancouver
to meet a friend and do some errands. I noticed him not long after stepping off
the bus. There was some one in black (just because its black does not mean its
evil) jumping from apartment building to building, roof top to roof top. It
took me a while to get a handle on who he was.
First thing I do is: I grab hold the impression left on my
minds eye and then I take that and dive into it the process of breaking down,
what and who I’m seeing. It’s like I zoom in, almost like photo shopping in
your imagination. He was wearing a tall black top hat, with black hair, black
eyes, sharp teeth (when shown) trench coat (like from the 18 hundreds), black
gloves, black shirt and small black gentlemen’s tie, and black pants with black
pointy boots. Oh he had pointy ears with very pale skin.
It took me almost 30minutes before I could hone in on him,
which for me is slowish, usually I can track and lock in on who I’m focusing in
on in moments. This Prince of the Winter Fairies was very good at evasive
illusion which means he can move my sight by distraction, more like refocusing
me, not on him, on something else (making lesser issues seem more interesting
than they really are). I’m used to Fairies so this does slow me down a little, but
does not stop my sight from locking onto his energy source and holding it in my
minds eye, it just makes it a bit trickier.
The next thing I did is play the game (he’s Fairy after all
games are there middle names) and let him think I got distracted. I know where
he is and what he is up to without directly focusing in on him. It’s like
tracking a coyote as a coyote. Now they’re there but don’t let on. Lock in and
pull away. I met my friend and watch for the dark shadowy figure to change
position. Now he’s not stupid either and probably may know what I’m doing but
play’s the game any way which tells me that he is not hunting with the
intention to hurt, no it’s a purpose full introduction. Almost saying, “I’m
here, catch me catch me if you can.” Mostly I always have the upper hand
because all fairies think human’s are a stupid blind species who can’t see past
there extended arm.
I said goodbye to my friend and headed home to the West Side to take the Ferry. As I headed deeper into the
center of the city, it all started again. He was now more forward knowing, I
knew who and what he was. It was a game of introductions. I started to move
quicker and move in and out of stores to lose him. Cat and mouse, haha! It was
good fun. And the Prince of the Winter Fairies was good, very good.
It was an hour later when I sat down at the bus stop that he
introduced himself. He dropped from the sky scraper and bowed, he’s been
hanging around helping me ever since. Well we both help each other. (c)
Wednesday, January 16, 2019
Solutions to what: Crazy Shit, Normal People Say To Shut YOU DOWN
Nero Different (Psychics, Clairvoyants, Empaths) Nero Typical (Normal People)
Group Normal Think from the Nero Typical. This group isn't Right they just think that they are Right and unfortunately the TV (Mass Media) supports this way of thinking and any thinking that speaks in opposition to there way of thinking, the Nero Typical People will ostracizes you from the Group Normal Think who live in fear of Everything including there own shadows.
These are some of them (You've probably already heard most of them)
1). Everyone is Clairvoyant. (Psychic, Empath) Insane answers to insane Group Normal thinking.
Yes everyone is clairvoyant but if you follow this logic it totally homogenizes you and will nicely fit you into mediocre. This is my come back to this statement: Everyone can boil water but how many of them become Chef's. Or Everyone can Run but how many of those people go to the Olympics. The percentage of people who truly are Gifted with being Clairvoyant, Psychic, or Empathic (its all the same) is approx 3% of the population of any Western Culture including Native American. The Extreme Psychic is .005%. So no, not everyone is.
2). It's all in your Head.
Well of course it is! If you follow that we are all in a collective dream, and we are creating this reality together and if you can go beyond this 3rd dimension, you'll find that yes indeed it is all in our Heads. or ....
3). It's just your Imagination!
Well Duh, of course it is! Were else would it come from?! Think about it, really, the imagination is the door way to the other worlds.
4). Your eyes are Playing Tricks on you.
Do eyes really play tricks on us, to the point that we can't trust what we SEE? Really?
5). Its not scientific and it can't be proven.
Science has just begun to prove through Quantum Physics that Shaman and Wise People have Know since the beginning of time.
Oh and if you really really study science it's still is flawed, its not an exact science but Normal Think holds on to that argument so tightly out of fear.
6). The Bible Says. That's the Devil's Work. The Work of...Satan!
Well my advice to that statement is False. The Bible is a creation story among 100's of creation stories around the world. Its the only one of the few to be written down. When I have some one saying this to me I just say nothing, smile politely and walk away.
7). Witches, you have got to be careful of Witches.
Im more worried about Priests! Who by the way get a lot more negative press(for buggery and everything else) than witches do. Answer me this...when is the last time you ever saw anything in the media about Witches doing anything at all. Famous Actors, Producers, Presidents, Aldermen, Coaches, Priests but I have not ever heard or seen anything about Witches being evil.
8). Vampires are pure Evil.
I know someone who put, No Vampire Welcome on her front door. How much bad press have you ever seen about Vampires, oh except for the movies and in them the Priests are righteous and good.This must be Propaganda because we all know that Priests cant be trusted as a whole. So if they are depicted as righteous and good and they ARE NOT then the Vampires who are portrayed as EVIL must be the opposite OF THE LIE and maybe they are GOOD. Just saying, its worth thinking about the obvious DOUBLE SPEAK. Personally Id like to meet them myself cause Im sick of corrupted Clergy.
9). Youve got to be protected.
Unless you are going as deep as me down the rabbit hole, into the other worlds you dont need protection. Do not worry about it. You are probably mostly on the surface and not effecting to many things that would draw negative things from the dream. Just be a good person, do the best you can.
10). Everybody Knows That's Not True.
I was talking to this lady who was a friend of my wife. She was very open to other world phenomenon and we were making progress until the very quiet boyfriend suddenly jumped into our conversation saying, "Everybody Know that's Not True." He threw the comment out smugly and a wee bit cocky and way to over confident. I suspect he has done this before when his girlfriend would get excited about limitless realms and possibilities, other worlds, ghosts.
I didn't skip a beat and I turned to me and asked, "Everybody? You know Everybody in Canada?"
"No, of course not." He look at me a little confused and his smug smile began to droop downwards.
"But you said Everybody...so you must know a lot of people who believe this with you....so you know Everybody in Vancouver?"
"No, I, I didn't mean that."
"But you said Everybody Knows?" I looked at him with feigned expression of confusion.
He started to panic.(Probably because no one had ever confronted him logically) "No, no what I meant is the T.V tells us that what your talking about is Fiction."
"Ohhhhh I said the Box Tells the Truth. We should believe everything that comes outta that Box!?"
"No, no no....of course the T.V. lies."
"But you said EveryBody?"
"Yeah, cause me and my friends Know its not real."
"You talk your friends about this?"
"No, no of course not! I only talk to a couple friends about this weird shit!
I looked and said, Are you aware that you and two friends and a Box that Lies is not everybody. Infact Dude I have 40 people I know that agree with me. You are the minority.
My point to this story(that really happened) is no one is confronting board sweeping statements that are completely empty but totally accepted by Pop Culture aka Group Normal Thinking aka Nero Typical Society.
Fear is the main tool in controlling a population. The Nero Typical are a huge group of folks around the world who believe you live for 70 to 100 years old and then you die, never to live again. No wonder they are frightened, but this propaganda was started 2000 years ago to control people and its doing a really good job. It was done so people would not empower them selves but look to Religion to get into Heaven. The Priest from any religion has the power and always will. Its a crazy way to live because you could easily fall out of good graces at any moment and not go to heaven.
Be Strong. You are in the Nero Different category. You have depth, you think independently and dont need anyone to give you permission on how you should live. BE YOU. You are amazing human being who has some incredible gifts that can help people. Thrive! And stop trying to get the Nero Typical people to accept you! Leave there club, walk away they are truly the crazy ones. Be Proud of who you are and create your own tribe of folks that support your perspectives. This goes for even your families, let them go (I know its tough) but they can be the most damaging to you self esteem. Seek out wonderful, balanced, accepting people with big caring hearts who are Nero Different. (c)
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