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Near Death - Saved by a Wise Old Dead Person

I came so close to getting trampled to death by this enraged Mama Elk who was only trying to protect her baby! WTF! Who would have thought. I live in the West Coast of BC, a wilderness rain forest and was working at my clients house. (I work as a Care Worker taking care of the elderly) My 92 year old client called Bella and she is a Black Lab, who is very protective. Every morning around 8 I get up and feed her, check on my client and then she always brings me a bone to throw off the deck. She does her business and then brings the bone back and I give her a treat. She's a Lab and they (if you don't already know) are very food moutivated. So this morning I went to the edge of the Veranda/very large front deck and threw the bone into the air and Bella (the black lab) took off after it. The Bone was in mid air when I notice to Exteremly Large and a baby in the driveway which is very close to the house (approx 10 meters/20 yards from the house). Its at this moment with the bone in the air that Bella (The great barking portector) spys the Elks and goes after them, hell bent for leather. Which makes baby Elk go to ground to hide, the other Elk took off but Bella sent Mama Elk into attack mode. OMG! I've not ever sense an animal that big move that fast. Bella turned on her heels and took off up to me on the deck. I swear, if she didn't have a small distance on the Mama Elk (Very pissed off, fierce and dangerous!) she would have gotten her ass kick in from this ways to Sunday. That Mama Elk was in full avenger mode. Kill the threat! Bella was in her scope of kill and destroy! There I am witnessing this (pooping myself big time!) and Bella come charging up onto the deck with Mama Elk at her heels. WTF! Mama is within arms reach of me coming full (OMG!) on the other side of the deck in full seek and destory. Image being in the middle of railroad track foots stuck with a train coming down the tracks and you have very few options to escape harm. Now Bella is beside me and then without a thought of what to do next, suddenly I am speaking the Old Language of a Lakota Soiux!! Wok,Wok,Wok!!! (I am a deep trance channel and the voice is an Wise Old Dead Person - White Feather) I shout at the top of my lungs. The Mad Mama Elk stops right in her tracks. Boom, just like that. WTF!! The deck is 2 meters from the ground and Mama Elk (on a Bella and me protect baby death march). Then I say "Wok, Wok, Wok esta wa tay at tah!! 3xs loudly!! The Mama is STUNNED! Lol and so am I. And I continue to channel this wise old dead women (Who's last time visiting this Planet was 600 years ago) and the Mama Elk appears to be in shock and listening and not moving, just standing there in what appears to be awe. (me and her both lol) She listens, turns and walk away in search of her baby who went to ground to hide. More Old Lakota Language comes out of my mouth as she moves further down the drive way with Tragedy and Bella Death and me Death (or badly hurt) overted. OMG! I live in wilderness and know the dangers of wild life. Its an awareness that you grow up and into when you live in Rural Canada. And I've seen Elk this close before (Well not this close but close) infact I've seen the Heard of 16 this close, in the drive way 4 times before, but Bella was inside on those occasions. What did I she say to make the the Angry Mad Mama Elk from not coming on the deck and taking us out? I can only paraphrase: "Stop, Stop, Stop!! We peoples mean you no harm!" or something to that effect. The thing is though, I had know idea I could do that...I mean to spontatiously channel in a death defying situtation, and if you'd asked me in a calm conversation before hand "If I could do that?" I would have said "Hell NO!" but I guess its now a "Hell Yes!!" Thank the stars I did, we did....wow! That was an extraordinary WILD happeing with no one to blame. We where all doing what we should and it went side ways. WTF! Blows me away!! The IMPOSSIBlE is really POSSIBLE. Duende Naddred 2023 (c)

Power Comes From?

After years and years I've begun to realise that magic/medicine is attracted/attached to kindness. No way really I believe this to my core. Some people will have you think that you'll get there by reading books, sweat lodges, halucanigtics, vision quests, yoga...and it does but does not quite quite quite attract Power/Magic/Medicine, like Random Acts of Kindness. I said to my 3 year old nephew "Do you want to be the strongest man in the whole eyed world?" And he looked at me in awe and said.."Yes, Uncle yes!" I smile and reply: "BE GENTLE". I know what you're thinking, nah it can't be that simple. It is! You can take my word for it, or prove me wrong. What goes around comes around. Power is within us all people say but as I tell my friends "We can all boil water but how many become Chef's? So how do you enhance the Power/Magic/Medicine. You are born with it, some more than others, but to enhance it you have not to desire it, the more you focus on it the more it runs away from you. Now wait a minute did I just contradict myself. Yes I did. And how has this got to do with Kindness? The more you help others, the more you focus on something more than yourself. The more you practice Random Acts of Kindness, the better you feel about yourself and the better you feel about yourself, the more you love you, more Acts of Kindess and the less random they become. Then you move into the flow and then start to trust where that flow will take you. You let go of preconsieved ideas on what you want or about chasing Power. And then you may begun to reconginse Magic/Medicine/Power coming back into your life. Wealth beyound the imagination, with family, with friends, and it all will flow towards you, into you, around you. Kindness so easy of a concept, difficult in practice. Well its not and it is. Clearing the way is helping yourself to become more than you ever imagined. No harm to any sentinet creature. Heal is the face of Nastyness. Help in every moment in every way you can. Medicine/Magic/Power will come. Duende Naddred 2023 (c)

How do I see spirits? I was asked.

A friend of mine the other day, asked me how I saw spirits. I thought how odd...I've never thought about it. I asked her..."What do you mean?" You see I thought everyone saw spirits the same but when I inqured with my friend, I realized that we saw spirits very differently and sometimes the same. Very Interesting. So I thought alot about it and here's what I've come up with: I see spirits in a miriade of different ways. I rarely see them in visicual form in this world (Reality as we are told it)and if I do it will only be for 1-5 seconds which is a long time, even though you may think its a blink. Here's an experiment: Stand in a room, pick an object in the corner of the room, such as a lamp (in semi darkness) and then imagine yourself shitty your pants because what's appeared infront of you should not be there! Everything you have ever been taught speaks to the impossible, as it is absoultely 100% impossible but there is a person standing in the corner of the room looking at you (sometimes talking to you). Then image the fear you have as your paradigm is blown wide open and you're absoultely freaking out! Now count to 5 slowly.... Its a long interaction, trust me. This has happened to me sincet I was wee, way back when I remember. I've seen an angel float around my bed, I've seen my grandfarther, I've seen my dad in a british WWII army uniform float through a dark room at the foot of my bed. I've seen an ElF on the side of the highway in bright daylight and yes he was wearing a wee little pointy hat, a nice suit and pointy shoes. To name a few. The list goes on. However its not always how I see spirits. When I drive down the HWY I see dead people, but rarely in visicual form. I feel see them. I get a ping in my heart, an energy signature you could say and then I get images that start from those energy signature from my heart (The heart has as many brain cells as the brain does. Really look it up) which transfers it to my brain who puts together the energy signatures and translates it into form. This takes milliseconds and then I get an image of who is dead on the side of the road. I also hear them talking to me and that also gives me energy signatures which translates into the image in my head. I don't see the image of the person on the side of but more in my head. Its at this time, driving 80 -120 k that I can figure out how to help them. "Oh thats JUST your imagination" I hear you saying...Well of course it is where else does this Reality come from. Or "its all in your head" ....well dah, of course it is, but who says is not real? Well the NORMY"S say its not real, the majority say its not real. Have you met those people? Lovely but they tend to buy into this REALITY Narative 100%. Its not been my experience throughout my life. And what I'm sharing today is my experiences and what I see in this WORLD REALITY and how I see it. I can feel/see spirits walk across a room. My Heart/brain recognises a different energy signature and then the process of figuring out who it is begins. I start sleuthing. The more you know who you are the more you know who you're not. I have worked on my issue's from my past that I have become very clear of my own energy signature and when I'm alone in a room and another energy signature aka spirit I can feel/see who they are very quickly. Relying on your eyes and brain leaves you blind but using your heart, your gut feelings, your spiday senses, all senses and trusting them takes you into the other worlds, because they are colliding and interacting with us all the time. Not evey second, or minute but often, very often throughout the day. The more you know yourself, eat right: Stop eating sugar (sorry but true)dairy and wheat. All stimulants, coffee to pharma to drugs (sticome inhance the seeing but I don't recommend doing them day to day.Save for special times of the year ie: Equionx, Solstice etc. You get the idea. I hear voices in my head.OMG! Really but no one is trying to get me to do harm to anyone and if they did I'd tell them to bugger off! I don't have to listen everything, I'm discerning, I break it down. I won't react or do anything I've interacted with the spirit until the 3rd incounter. I seen alot of phenomenon and a great memory and am able to cross reference my past with the present. I have spirits that talk to me in sleeping dreams. Mostly benevolent. Even in the sleeping dreams I can sense/feel a spirit who's interacting with me. I've also seen Nastly Bits Of Business. Hooded Assasins, Hounds, Nasty Aliens (Majority are Kind) and other creatures that are scary as FCK. I sense/feel who and what they are and they can't hide from me in the sleeping dream or this world or any other worlds. Its like I have special vison. I use my heartbrain my gut feelings, my spidey senses but I've been doing it for so long that its become a wonderful acute tool and what used to take hours now takes milliseconds to figure out. I once had an Aunty say to me "...YOu are very strong." I looked at her and said ...."What do you mean.I'm strong intutively or what?" She said..."You have a huge heart."( This is how I see. The bigger your heart the better your sight into the magical other worlds and they're lots of those. So If you want to see...clear out your baggage, your pain, your bullshit....and trust in your heartbrain,your gut, your spidey senses. Its an easy process and a difficult journey. Letting go of all your trauma...phew its a process, with lots of tears and then after alot of work, you smile more and see and see and see. Wow!! I'm writing this because we all think we see the same. This is my way, my process of seeing. Sense/Feel/See. BODY feel/senses MIND processes and opens the door to your imagination (which is the doorway to the Dream/other worlds) and SOUL heart/spirit. All have to work together in order to SENSE/FEEL and after a while viscually interact with a enity/spirit/other world creature. Spirti Driven - Alien Inspired Duende Naddred 2023 (c)