Wednesday, January 29, 2020

Create The Magic Live The Magic




This is the wee little fairy house I made from a old 1$ thrift store doll house I found. I spray painted the whole thing gold and then tweeked the heck out of it and made it magical.




This is the front of the Fairy House. I live in the rain forest so this old plastic dollhouse is perfect and its being recycled and creating magic for everyone at the same time.




This is the back of the house. I used multi colors to make it pop.



And then I put Magical Creatures and fairy's and Angels inside to make it even more of a special find of hidden treasures. The real magic is all the items are re-purposed finds from the thrift store, nothing is very expense.  This fairy house cost less than 10$ Canadian. Now that's true magic...lol

Now I know it appears very altruistic and it is...but it also feeds me, my spirit, my soul just does back flips into the air...it makes me fly. For me its like all the incredible parts to Christmas, its like a present waiting out in the middle of nowhere waiting to be discovered by a child or a child like adult who is looking for those special supersize moments in life, that when you are staying aware and there appear...like...Magic. There I said it....well because I can. I created Magic. Little small unassuming magic but for a child or a believer of the fairy worlds, this will be a special moment and the great thing is I won't even know. Its out there now, no longer mine, its everybodys in the world of everyone and hopefully the faye world will love it too.

I also take blue cobalt glass (which is very rare to find on beaches) and I break it at extreme low tides in the winter and by the time summer roles around its smooth mysterious (where did it come from and how did it get here) treasures.  Here's the recent fallout on Face Book of that commando beach smashing I've been doing for the past 15 years:

Friend says: 

There's this magical feeling you get while walking along the beach & you spot a rare piece of blue beachglass. Chances of finding a piece of cobalt blue are 1 in 250!

Today I found 6 pieces of blue!!!💙🌊 "If you find a shard of cobalt blue sea glass, it was likely produced between the 1880s and 1950s. Companies that produced products such as Bromo-Seltzer, Noxzema, and Vicks Vapor Rub used cobalt glass container in the mid-1900s. The odds of finding a cobalt blue shard are about 1 in 250"! 

I love this...I just imagine her face. When I asked her where she found it she wouldn't say...but she found 6 pieces of it, so I'm thinking its one of my spots. LOL! Its so wonderful! I'll  never say what I've done and where but I do love the out come.

I'm planning to do more fairy houses in the same area in this magical forest, some more hidden than others. I'm hoping it'll spark some hubbub in the small town that I live in. This is an Artists (me) Dream. Yay!!!

Hey you do it in your community parks and forests or even green urban spaces and send me pictures of the magic you created...I'd love to see them. Lets go global, viral! Happy Magic Making!! Let me know. 

PS. I went back and placed the magic little fairy house further back under the hollow...didn't want my over the top gold little house messy with nature. It'll be someones secret treasure.


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Wednesday, January 22, 2020

Cattle Mutilations? Aliens or Cults?



Colorado’s cattle mutilation history and the journalist who wouldn’t let it go 


The Mutilators



click to enlargeJournalist Dane Edwards - COURTESY THE BRUSH BANNER
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  • Journalist Dane Edwards
During the 1970s, thousands of ranchers and farmers across America woke up to discover a bizarre and horrible thing in their fields and pastures. They found that not only had one of their cows or bulls died, but that it had been bizarrely mutilated. The lifeless body would be lying on its side completely drained of blood, the desiccated corpse staring up at them with empty eye sockets, the flesh cut away from the nose and jawbone creating a macabre grin. The anal cavity was bored out, and the sex organs completely removed. There were no signs of footprints, or any other kind of forensic evidence to point to any kind of perpetrator, human or animal. The ranchers filed reports with local brand inspectors, the sheriff’s office, and in some cases even federal investigators, but investigations resulted in no suspects, leads or explanations.

This exact scenario played out this summer in eastern Oregon. Five previously healthy bulls from the Silvies Valley Ranch were suddenly found dead, drained of blood, and with organs and pieces of their soft tissue precisely removed. There were no footprints or signs of predation, and authorities currently have no explanation. The story was covered by national news outlets like NPR and USA Today.

“The common denominator for every one of these is the lack of blood,” says Chuck Zukowski, a Colorado Springs resident and the deputy director of Animal Mutilation Investigations for MUFON (Mutual UFO Network) International, which has more than 4,000 members and has been investigating UFO phenomena since 1969. Zukowski has 35 years of experience researching paranormal phenomena, including cattle mutilations. He is also the subject of the Travel Channel’s TV show Alien Highway. “Not only that, but the lack of evidence of blood. How much blood is in a cow?” asks Zukowski. “There’s a lot of blood in a cow, and for that blood not to be there when a carcass is found is unusual.”

These kinds of cattle mutilation cases rose to national prominence in the 1970s, when thousands of carcasses across 21 states were discovered to be mutilated. By 1975, the response to the problem had reached a fever pitch amongst ranchers across the Midwest. Many were carrying guns and patrolling their fields at night. The Bureau of Land Management ran ads in eastern Colorado newspapers urging ranchers not to shoot at survey helicopters. The prevailing theory at the time was that these killings were the work of a nefarious cult. The horrific Manson family murders were recently seared into social memory in the U.S., so it seemed like a plausible explanation. When satanists were hiding in the lyrics of rock ‘n’ roll songs, in the pages of fantasy novels, and in American basements in the form of the tabletop game Dungeons and Dragons, certainly it had to be their work when it came to the cattle as well.
In August 1975, the Colorado Springs Gazette Telegraph (now the Gazette) reported on a study conducted by eastern Colorado law enforcement officials who were dealing with the approximately 60 mutilation cases reported so far that year. The Gazette said the study provided “a glimpse into a satanic organization with national political overtones which has grandiose plans of bringing about a 1,000-year reign of terror and darkness.”

As law enforcement officials desperately searched for proof of cult involvement, the mutilations increased in number and frequency, popping up in Crowley, El Paso, Elbert, Douglas, Las Animas, Washington and Morgan counties here in Colorado — and in 20 other states across the country.
click to enlargeLocal Chuck Zukowski is a nationally recognized UFO investigator. - COURTESY UFONUT.COM
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  • Local Chuck Zukowski is a nationally recognized UFO investigator.

The most comprehensive media coverage of the phenomena at the time came from an unlikely publication out of a small farming community just east of Fort Morgan. It was there that Dane Edwards, a recent Colorado transplant who had allegedly spent time in “Europe, the Middle East and Far East filing wire service reports,” acted as editor and publisher of the now-defunct Brush Banner, Brush's weekly newspaper. Information about Edwards' life prior to Colorado is limited, but a “Meet Your Editor, Publisher” column from a July, 1975 issue of the Banner boasts “17 years newspaper experience, Former member of the President’s Council on Youth Opportunities, and in August, 1972, Invited to the White House by the President.”

Edwards' first mutilation story ran on July 30, 1975. Grisly black-and-white photographs of mutilated cattle adorn the front page of the Banner with the headline, “Cattle Mutilations Hit Near County.” He documented an incident from Woodrow, where a 1,000- pound cow “had its nose, one eye, an ear and its tongue cut away.” Edwards noted that “while massive mutilations often occur, little blood is found in the area of the carcasses. In some instances, officials report that scavenger animals and birds refuse to touch the body.”

The owner of the mutilated cow, John Kalous, told Edwards, “There wasn’t a sign of a footprint in the area either.” In spite of the lack of human-generated evidence, though, the Washington County Sheriff’s Department noted that the cow’s tracks were clearly visible, thanks to a recent rain. Moreover, law enforcement officials were unable to photograph the evidence. “After several attempts, both the Morgan County and Washington County officers were unable to take a photo of the carcasses with a Polaroid camera. … The photos were consistently dark and even when the camera settings were changed to compensate for the conditions, the pictures were without contrast,” Edwards wrote.

“I can’t explain it,” Washington County Undersheriff Bob Jones was quoted as saying, “I’m not going to try.”

The following week the Banner ran another story about the first mutilation reported in Morgan County, and Edwards was one of the few journalists at the time to critically analyze the cult hypothesis. He interviewed Lorin Paull, an Episcopal priest who claimed, “in considering what is cut from the animal, the mutilations do not suggest cultism of a satanic nature. None of the items removed from the cattle are used in satanic rites.”

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    Edwards also interviewed a coven of Denver witches, who provided him with a symbol, a stylized variation of the evil eye, which was supposed to “ward off the activities of satanic followers.” Displaying the symbol would supposedly stop the satanists from “further acts until the symbols have been removed.” The Banner ran the symbol with the story. “By printing the symbols in each of our 6,500 papers,” Edwards wrote, “they obviously cannot be removed.” Edwards also was able to track down the origins of the cult story, which came from federal prisoner Kenneth Bankston. Bankston had read an article about the wave of mutilations that took place in Minnesota in 1975 and wrote to the author of the article, who forwarded Bankston’s letter to an agent within the Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco, and Firearms. That agent took Bankston’s claims seriously and launched an investigation. According to Edwards, Bankston claimed that the mutilations were “the work of a cultist operations, and that the group had also drawn up a list of future human victims that included notable political figures such as Hubert Humphrey.”

    The Gazette reported on the “bizarre Satanical group somewhat reminiscent of the Charles Manson ‘family’” in August 1975, quoting a “field investigator.”

    “There’s a right wing, white supremacist faction to the cult which has planned the assassination of a number of prominent liberal-type political figures.”

    In return for his cooperation with the investigation, Bankston was transferred to a lowersecurity facility, from which he escaped on May 31, 1975. No member of the “Sons of Satan,” the alleged name of the cult, was ever arrested. The cult theory quickly became a dead end for both law enforcement and journalists.

    With satanists out of the picture, ranchers and law enforcement began looking for other explanations. The scope of the mutilations led many to believe it was the work of a vast government conspiracy, and others to look to the stars for an extraterrestrial explanation.

    By the end of August and into September, Edwards was reporting on new twists in the cattle mutilation incidents: menacing aircraft and strange lights at the mutilation sites. Edwards collected reports from Elbert County, Elizabeth, Franktown and Simla of unmarked helicopters “buzzing” farmers and “chasing” people. “Several people reported having seen a flashing ‘strobe’ light,” wrote Edwards, “travelling from east to west at an extremely fast rate of speed and changing directions with a staccato effect in the sky.”

    Edwards allegedly began working with the Colorado Bureau of Investigation, providing them with evidence gathered during the course of his investigations, after reporting that “agencies such as the FBI stated there is no evidence of federal crimes.” Edwards was frustrated with the response, noting that “it would mean that 21 groups of mutilators have operated in 21 states. Since it is a federal offense to commit interstate crimes that would open the door for their participation in the investigation.”

    It wasn’t until Edwards began receiving threats at the Banner to “lay off the investigations of the cattle mutilations,” that Colorado Senator Floyd Haskell finally sought the FBI’s assistance within the mutilation investigations.

    In October of 1975, the Gazette reported that the Banner, with reporting by Edwards, was “the only newspaper in Colorado known to have conducted a full scale investigation into the matter of mysterious deaths and mutilations of livestock in Colorado.” Edwards was interviewed in the Gazette to announce that this phenomenon was actually “an outcropping of a program” that began in 1961, and that he would be writing a book that “will tell how the project was conceived, how it progressed and why.” Edwards admitted in the interview that “anger made me interested in the cattle mutilations. It disturbed me that the public would take the word of officials, that no one was willing to look into it himself.”

    But in that same interview, he alleged that not everyone appreciated his investigations, saying, “my office had been broken into twice and things gone through. Blood was thrown on my glass storm door at my home.”

    Edwards also criticized law enforcement officials, who were beginning to ditch the cult theory for claims that the mutilations were actually the natural result of predation, scavengers and the decomposition process. This would be the conclusion of both a CBI investigation and an FBI investigation into the matter. Edwards called the investigations “an unimaginative job” and noted that “the most popular but weakest theory is that the mutilations are caused by predators. This is a good one for law men who can’t solve cases, since they don’t have to pursue the case any further.”

    Shortly after Edwards’ interview with the Gazette, he was terminated at the Brush Banner. The new publisher, Drusilla Georgsson, said it was for “poor business practices.”

    Then, on Dec. 10, 1975, the Banner’s headline read: “Ex Banner Publisher Presumed Missing.” The paper reported that Edwards’ wife filed a missing person’s report five days earlier, after he failed to contact her “as was his policy while he was away.” The Banner also noted that, “While in the Banner’s employ Mr. Edwards expressed concern for his well being on various occasions.”

    Edwards’ car was found abandoned at a truck stop, and no one in Brush ever heard from him again.

    “There’s two ways of looking at what happened with this guy,” says MUFON’s Zukowski. “He got caught into something and he got threatened bigtime and he went underground. I can think of one other person who that happened to. They went off the grid.” Zukowski also mentions the case of Max Spiers, a UK conspiracy theorist and UFO investigator who died in Warsaw, Poland under mysterious circumstances, allegedly vomiting black goo. “There are issues with doing different types of UFO investigations that could cause you to step over the proverbial line, so to speak,” warns Zukowski. “You have to be careful what you do. When you do UFO investigations and you go too far, you will get silenced.
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    • The team of Travel Channel's show, Alien Highway

    “Then you have the case where he just started a new life,” adds Zukowski. “There’s always the possibility he left his wife and used the conspiracy theory to cover his tracks.”

    Zukowski works full-time as a microchip engineer and has served as a reserve deputy for the El Paso County Sheriff’s Office. He says he applies scientific and forensic methodology to his mutilation investigations, and has also reported strange findings with mutilated remains, some similar to Edwards’ findings from decades ago, and some uniquely weird. “I’ve had a few cases where the animal is lying in a round ground depression — not a crop circle — but a ground depression, where something pressed the vegetation down, 16 to 22 feet in diameter,” he explains. “I’ve taken soil samples from inside the ground depression and compared it to a test sample outside the ground depression, and the nutrients, the soil itself, in the ground depression is less water-soluble. The cations and CECs are different.” Zukowski implies that something, presumably whatever the deceased bovine had come in contact with, was able to change some fundamental atomic aspects of the soil. Cation exchange capacity (CEC) is a measure of a soil’s ability to hold positively charged ions — it's an inherent soil characteristic and is difficult to alter significantly. “That tells me that whatever made the round ground depression that the animal is laying in the middle of might have been a high energy source," he says. "I’ve also picked up EMF, electromagnetic field, from these ground depressions.”

    As for what Edwards observed in the ’70s, many of those anomalies still occur.

    “Unmarked helicopters will show up after the fact,” explains Zukowski. “August 2014 in Walsenburg, I investigated eight cows that were mutilated within a couple of miles of each other. The majority of the cows were found lying in the same direction. All the animals had the same type of cuts. The dewclaws were cored out. I interviewed two ranchers who reported helicopters in the area with spotlights where the animals were mutilated. There were also reports of lasers that diverted commercial air traffic. A week after the last mutilation, the rancher’s daughter saw a UFO.”

    Zukowski has collected findings that cause him to doubt the predator theory, which Edwards also thought was bogus. “One thing we’ve learned is that the animal is picked up from location A — wherever it was grazing — it’s taken to a location B and it is mutilated and drained of blood, and then it’s taken to a location C, which is in the vicinity of Location A, not exactly, but close by. There was a case in Trinidad where we actually found the tracks of the cow where it ended, and then a good 60 yards away was the cow laying on the ground. Did it jump?”

    The alleged predators’ choice in prey has also caused suspicion in some of Zukowski’s cases. “There was another case in the Walsenburg area,” recounts Zukowski, “where a cow had calved. The next day the cow was found mutilated. It was void of blood and the milk sack was cut out. A good 50 or 60 feet away was the newborn calf and the half-eaten placenta. Predators don’t go after a 1,000-pound animal and leave a 100-pound calf.”
    click to enlargeZukowski still documents cattle mutilation cases. - CHUCK ZUKOWSKI
    • Chuck Zukowski
    • Zukowski still documents cattle mutilation cases.

    Others have also questioned the predation theory. The Gazette covered a mutilation in October 1976, a year after the Banner’s initial investigations: Logan County Sheriff Harry Graves found signs that a coyote had approached the mutilated animal, but “he never got closer than 22 ½ feet from the animal. Other cattle and horses in the same pasture were spooked and wouldn’t approach the dead steer either.”

    Additionally, during the few field autopsies that were able to be performed, in cases where the time of death could be estimated, veterinarians discovered various anomalies. In January, 1976, the Gazette reported that Dr. Susan Colter of the Trinidad Animal Clinic was able to examine “various parts of the animal including the heart, lungs, kidneys and liver and she sent specimens to the extension laboratory in La Junta. She was especially interested in the way the animal’s organs turned to mush in a short time.”
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      Cattle mutilations have lessened in frequency since 1975, but continued. Many cattle mutilation cases allegedly go unreported. In 1975, Edwards noted that “one hundred and eleven mutilation cases held in the files of the Nebraska Brand Inspector’s office had never been turned over to law enforcement agencies.”

      Zukowski attributes the under-reporting to what he calls the “giggle factor.” He notes that “ranchers don’t want to speak out and report something just to be made fun of.” Zukowski’s most recent mutilation investigation took place in Westcliffe in 2018. Since 1975, no arrests have been made in any of the over 10,000 cases involving cattle mutilations.

      Forty-four years after mutilations originally terrified American ranchers, explanations of this phenomena remain controversial. The mutilators, whatever or whoever they are, have been able to keep their secrets this whole time, while conducting operations around the nation, without any defectors, leakers or whistle-blowers. UFO investigators, like Zukowski, are seen as conspiracy theorists at best. With unsatisfying official findings, and recent publicized cases, old explanations are resurfacing.

      Colby Marshall, Vice President of the Silvies Valley Ranch in Oregon, which recently saw five bulls mutilated under mysterious circumstances, said in USA Today, “We think that this crime is being perpetuated by some sort of a cult.”

      Tuesday, January 21, 2020

      How to nurture Magic in your Children


      It is my sense that a magical nature has to be nurtured in the land of "Absolute Normal", were the whole idea in our western society is to fit in at all costs. We are all different and extraordinary in our own way but Facebook and the rest of media all keep pointing our children into a homogenized mass of extremely boring of same sameness and real realness.

      Special Note: BE THE MENTOR OF MAGIC!!

      Here are some of the things I've done to help to keep the magic alive in my little one:

      1). When my little girl was ...little I wrote in a diary before she was born and long after that, writing about all the amazing things that happened around the time during her 9 month journey into this world and then at child birth. After she came into this world I continued making entry's in her book.

      Children do and say the most amazing other world things, magical things, unexplainable things and I would record them and just when they are 16, 17 18 or 19 or when they entered teenage denial I presented the book to my daughter. It was my hope that the "Book of Them", "The Book of Her Magic" would re-kindle there magic inside of themselves. (You can forget your magic and deny it ever happened until you have it in a book, in ink, in an old school tangible way.

      When she was little I noticed my farther had a hard time communicating with my little girl so I suggested he write her post cards. That way she'd get mail which she absolutely loved. The other thing I did was keep them and glued them into her book. Along with pictures of her Mommy with a picture of her 9 months pregnant. And other things and items that meant so much to her. It became a everything memory magic book, of her.

      I didn't pick up and empty blank book, I picked up one with a guy walking a tight rope off a cliff but with no end to the wire. One end at the edge of the cliff and the other in the fellow's hand as he walked out into nothingness.

      2). I'd go down to the beach and lift up all the big rocks under and there be a 20 or 30 little crabs that would scurry away. You should have seen her eyes. We'd do that for hours. It was great fun for the both of us.

      3). She was painfully shy so I would bring shovels to the beach and in the sandy low tide area I would dig a deep hole and create a castle around it, and of course the hole would collect all the water run off and in the warm summer sun...she'd have her own pool. The great thing for me was it was a way to attract other children to her but what I didn't count on is that she didn't want anyone else in her magical pond. LOL!! Oh well so much for great ideas. (They don't always work but never stop trying.)

      4). We would have fires outside of our house and stack the wood up like a tower (I'd put fire starter in the center, without telling anyone so it would just light at the first match.)  And we would spend the whole day collecting flowers and colorful things to add to it, making the whole experience more. Sometimes we'd write letters to Great Grandmothers and farthers that had past, or uncles, or anuties or friends even...and place those in the fire for them. Then we'd all wait for twilight (that's always the best time) and light the fire. Wow this is an amazing beautiful event. The fire the flower all together was just spectacular. Then when the fire was roaring, we'd get hand fulls of cinnamon (we'd purchased at the bulk food store in the city) and make a wish and then all together throw the cinnamon wish into the flame. Then when the cinnamon hit the flames...BOOF!! Little amazing sparks would float up to the sky.

      5). Camping out in your back yard is also something kids never forget. Oh and bring sparklers...not one or two but many, big and small.

      6). Creating a tree fort for them with a roof and if you can't build one outside cause you live in  the city. Make one outta blankets and upside down chair in the living room and if you can leave it for a day or so. If they have a little friend over make cookies and let them eat them inside there magical blanket castle.

      7). A tire swing is always a favorite...maybe even that swings over a pond.

      8).In the Fall rake a whole huge pile of leaves (higher then them) and let them play in it but before you go make sure you pile it up again and you run and jump and belly flop into, or dive into the pile of leaves like a kid. They love that cause seldom are adults children. You'll probably love it too...its a blast!!!

      9). Go sledging or if you're from Canada go tobogganing and if you go down alone (mostly go with your kids) wipe out on purpose and laugh when you come out covered in snow!

      10). Make cookies together and lick the bowl. Or Make bread together, I remember my daughters Papa made bread with her, it was so magical. I still have pictures of her with her Papa and she was enthralled.

      11).  Make Sushi together. (I know this is not easy for most folks but if you can't do it make any dish for dinner together, its a great memory for you and your kid)

      12). Buy or Borrow a telescope and look at the moon.when its full..oh and bring hot chocolate in a thermos and don't forget the marshmellow's.

      13). Try to answer as many WHY's as possible. Don't stop just keep doing it. They idolize you, meet the challenge and try to live up to there expectations and if you don't, not to worry they'll love you  for trying.

      14). I took my little girl to a special beach near us that always had tons of blue glass and she'd love to find it. Hours and hours of spontaneous magic. What my little girl and her friends didn't know is that I was breaking all the blue glass at low tide in the winter and putting it under the big rocks so when the big storms hit it would wash to shore with all the edges smooth and soft before it hit the shore in the summer. The best part of this is to listen to where they think it came from....sunken pirate ships, from the coasts of Japan 1000kms away. Help them figure it out...make up ideas of your own.

      15) Whenever my little girl asked a nature question I'd say this: Daddy whats this called? She was holding a leaf. I'd answer: In this world we call that a leaf, what did you call it in the world you were from before you came here?

      16) Another great question to ask: What big person where you before you came here to be with Mommy and Daddy,  or Mommy, or Daddy or Aunty, or Grandma? My little one answer: No Daddy I wasn't a big person, I was an eagle.

      17). Watch Movies together ie: The Last Air Bender (great animation), or if older Harry Potter Movies or A beautifully realized tale of civilization versus nature, PRINCESS MONONOKE is a true epic by Japan's master animator Hayao Miyazaki. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4OiMOHRDs14

      18). Do  art together without judgement, just with joy. I put together a showing for our local Art Crawl and asked my daughter if she's like to exhibit her work and she said Yes! And she sold 2 pieces...although that was not the focused out come but still it was very cool.

      19) I got her involved in a show I was doing. I was helping out performing with the Nutcracker here were i live. My daughter and I performed together... it was an unforgettable moment for me and I suspect from her. She was so influenced by the event she started dancing fulltime with a school here on the coast. Now she is taking dancing lessons and winning awards (again that's not the focus but still very cool) and is training to become a dance teacher.

      20). I really do alot of work making up an incredible stocking for Christmas, it always ends up being eye popping for her. I just love it!



      More to come.

      Duende Naddred (c) 2020





      Thursday, January 2, 2020

      Is it a SIGN, from the Universe?




      Its so interesting to get a sign from the Universe, especially an Animal Totem sign. I'm so discerning around Animal Totem signs, which is when a creature big or small shows up in the oddest places unannounced, or in an supersizing circumstance.

      For me if I see an Owl in the sky, off in the distance that is not a sign, its just an Owl off in the distance. But if that Owl (white) swooped down to my wee cabin at the time, on 9/11 and perched right beside my porch, 6 ft up on a tree branch, and sit there for 30 minutes, when I was out at 7 o'clock at night, which I never do? Now that I would consider a sign. Owls are rare to see but white owl's in the area I live in even rarer.

      Here's a few suggestions about getting signs and recognizing them that I found on the internet:

      1. Synchronicity

      Often the universe sends us signs in the form of synchronicity. When we are on the right path, little coincidences occur often. We may receive a call from someone we were thinking of, or the exact information we need to make an informed decision. We may ask the universe for guidance and receive it in the form of intelligence from a friend or just the right book falling into our hands. When these things happen, you know you are receiving divine guidance and that you are on the right path in life.
      Conversely, when everything seems a struggle and things always seem to go wrong, the universe is asking you to look at your life and make adjustments. Struggle rarely gets us where we want to be. In this case, it is best to take a step back, breathe and think about the direction of our lives. Ask the universe for further guidance and see what comes up.

      2. Health

      Our physical health can guide us to the right path in life. Illness, accidents, and ailments can be signs from the universe sent to guide us. Many spiritual traditions associate certain illnesses with our spiritual needs. For example, the throat chakra is associated with being able to express ourselves freely. Therefore, a problem with the throat or thyroid could indicate a need to express our own needs, ideas, and desires.
      In more general terms, lethargy and depression suggest you are not living the life meant for you, while an abundance of energy and vitality indicate that you are. To follow the guidance of the universe, notice how you feel with certain people, in certain situations, and while doing certain activities. Anything that leaves us drained out of proportion to the situation may be doing us harm. Sometimes the activity should be avoided. However, sometimes it is our attitude that is at fault. We all have to do things we don’t like at times, however, we can do them with a good attitude.

      3. Dreams

      Our dreams can offer us powerful signs from the universe. It is well worth keeping a dream diary as these messages are easily forgotten. If you do not frequently remember dreams, consider repeating the following mantra three times before bed:
      Tonight I will receive and remember the messages of the dream world
      Spend some time reflecting on your dreams as they can contain messages from the universe, the spirit world, and your own unconscious. Dream dictionaries can help, but always remember that you are the best person to decipher your own dreams and do not take definitions too literally. Think about what the messages might mean for your own life.
      If you have nightmares or dreams about dead people, do not be afraid that they foretell a disaster or death. In fact, they usually indicate a time of great change and growth in your life to come.

      4. Losing or breaking something

      When we lose or break something we cherish, it can often be that the universe is teaching us to let go. After my mother died, many of the things she had given me got broken. This hurt a lot at the time. A crack even appeared in the diamond ring she had given me. Seeing as diamonds are so strong, I realized that this was a sign. I now see that I did not need material things to be close to her. She is part of me and always will be.
      When everyday things go missing or are broken, this can be a sign that we are too busy and hurried and need to slow down. If life is too rushed it can fly past without us ever appreciating its beauty.

      5. Problems and delays

      If you are experiencing problems, delays and roadblock at every turn, the universe might be guiding you to think differently. Perhaps the path you have chosen is not right for you. Alternatively, it might be your energy that needs adjustment. Doing things with the energy of lack or despair rarely results in a happy outcome.
      Take a step back and ask yourself some questions about how and why you are doing what you are doing. Then ask the universe to guide you further.

      6. Physical signs

      The universe will often guide us with physical signs. However, many of us miss these. Signs can be anything from seeing a white feather drift down from the sky to a particular bird or animal. Or they can be more directly related to your own path. Once, when I was deciding whether I should try to make my living as a writer, I found an empty ink bottle half buried in the path where I walk my dogs.

      *Here's my Story:


      I woke up on Christmas Day, finishing working an over night at my clients house. He lives in the forest, a 20 minute walk from the ocean. There is a small creek/river from the ocean inland, but it shallow most of the time, however at this time of year in a rain forest, most creeks are full. Then the small creek now a bigger creek is connected to the low swampy land here on the other side of the highway. Were my client lives is not easy to get to by foot.

      (I've been on this journey a long while and I'm very discerning I just don't accept things quickly, I take in the information, weigh out the pros of possibilities and the cons of impossibility. Then when I take in all the information, I connect with my heart and see if it rings true as a possible sign.)

      I walk out of the house to walk the family dog and when we are 10 yards away from my truck (its sitting under a tree) I spied what I thought was an ugly looking Bear peering up from the drivers side. And when I get a wee bit closer I noticed its not a Ugly looking Bear but a sweet looking 660lb 14ft Sea Lion!! Yes Way!! I kid you not. Holy Shit! Then there's like a ping that goes off in my heart but I'm discerning and break down what its doing laying right beside the passengers door of my truck. Its impossibly hard to get here. I was just gob smacked!!

      This much synchronicity is crazy rare.

      So was it a sign? I would say yes.

      What did the sign  mean? Well its one thing to receive an animal totem sign its another to figure it out.



      Seal Meaning, and Messages

      In this case, seal symbolism is letting you know that it’s time to pay close attention to your imagination and insight.  In other words, seal meaning is asking you to be aware of your thoughts and your dreams. A lot of what you imagine generally has a strong basis in reality, no matter how far off it may seem. Thus seal symbolism is bringing you the clear and distinct message that it is time for you to allow your creativity and your imagination to soar. Furthermore, like the beaver, it is now time to follow through on your dreams.

      *This really resonates with me. My heart says yes, I here that ping which means I'm getting it right. 

      Seal Totem, Spirit Animal

      People with the seal totem are highly imaginative and very creative. Moreover, they need activities that channel and direct their imagination and creativity. For these folks hearing and balance are also essential. They have to learn to listen to their inner self and balance their lives to it. People with this spirit animal have dreams that are very significant and vivid. Plus like the dragonfly, these visions continuously feed their creative imagination. Thus it is vital for them to stay in touch with their body’s natural rhythms. In other words, if you are hungry, eat; if you are tired, rest.

      Seal Dream Interpretation

      When you have a Seal dream, it refers to your playfulness and jovial disposition. Thus the vision is letting you know that you can adapt to various emotional situations. Alternatively, the dream may also be a pun. Thus it may indicate that you need to put closure on something as in “sealing the deal.”
      This sea creature in your dream it can also be a sign of trust, security or promise. Like the brown bear and the beetle, it is also a symbol of integrity, which we can abuse or use as power. It depicts the emergence of the conscious life of your deepest instincts and life energies. As this animal can emerge from the water entirely and live on land, this mammal is sometimes used to represent the emergence from the womb and the pleasures or difficulties of life as a ‘land animal’ physically independent of our mother. This is especially so if it is a very young one.

      https://www.spirit-animals.com/seal-symbolism/

      *So most of this apply's to me but there was some other nigglely that just won't stop saying (my inner voice) and what else. When in doubt I go on a vision journey into my imagination (the door way to the other worlds and inner knowledge) and i will go and ask the animal or being or creature from the other worlds ask what they wanted to say.

      Its okay if you can't speak there language cause the heart/brain/intuitive self has an instant translator that helps cross those barriers.

      When I asked the Seal Lion what he wanted the answer I got was Big and I am quite careful with romantic save the world reply's. Again I'm discerning, I'm asking the Seal Lion what I can do to help him not me. Sometimes I've watched other people in the New Age Totem Animal Buddha Unicorn Rainbow world go off on big Save the world for mankind, look at me, look at me, self serving purposes.

      The Sea Lion wanted me to stop the Pipe Line from going in because it would be devastating to there environment and all ocean life in general.  Industry is pushing to huge gas and oil pipe lines in my area.

      I went and did what the Sea Lion had asked. Ended up waking a Minister in our cabinet and in the dream to him suggest to pull the "Environmental Research File" on the negative impact on the environment of the West Coast Line if there was a spill. I watch as the minister got up and pulled the file that was going to be buried.

      So did I help the Seal Lion? Maybe and Maybe not. In my Dream Walker self I would say YES but I am always more than discerning when the quest is so Big.  I don't like to go all fired up and half coked over issues that are Million of dollars driven but hey....I'll give it a go and who knows...right?

      Again what was Shakespeare famous quote:

       A phrase used by the title character in the play Hamlet, by William Shakespeare. Hamlet suggests that human knowledge is limited: 

      There are more things in heaven and EarthHoratio, / Than are dreamt of in your philosophy [science].

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