Elders Share Medicine Secretly

I remember when I first met Uncle Jimmy Jimmy, I was 14. I was 14miles up the Squamish River Valley, in a small canvas tent. My Dad was asleep (I could hear him snoring) and I looked up through the tent, up through a big blue steel empty drum, filled with fire and there where 4 heads looking down at me. One of them was Uncle Jimmy Jimmy, and he may have started "Dream Sharing" then, quite possibly, I mean that would make sense but I can't prove it. Well not until some 20years later when I had been come down a mountain and realized Uncle Jimmy Jimmy had saved my life without leaving his home. He did it in the dream.

His daughter would phone me up and say "Dad wants to see you." So I'd be excited to go visit with him, a native Elder, with me, wow! When I got there we would sit quietly watching a John Wayne army movie for an hour, and then I would think, "Is this it. I travel all this way and he says Nothing!" and before I would leave he say one thing to me. I remember this one time, we watched John Wayne and then I turn to go and before I'd gone through his door, Uncle Jimmy Jimmy would turn from off the couch and walk up to me and tap me on my third eye and say, "Don't lose your head." and then he would laugh.

The number of things that Native Elders have said to me has got to be 10 things, that's all.

Now when I got home mysterious things started to excel orate in dreams and life. It took me a long time to figure out what was going on. I had a connect so strong with Uncle Jimmy Jimmy that we would meet in the dream and he would share his wisdom and knowledge, but nothing of any kind was ever admitted or shared face to face verbally, it would just happen. So much information was shared its hard for me to tell were it began and were it ends, if in fact it ever will.  It took me some many years to figure out what was happening and I'm not sure how I figured it out, but I did.

Aunty Dora (Uncle Jimmy Jimmy's Sister) would say things to me, "How do you feel about the bush (forest) ? And I'd say, "Oh Lions, and Tigers and Bears OH MY!" She'd laugh and tell me, "You don't be afraid, the animals they know you." Before I knew I had two of them teaching me in the dream. I can't even tell you how it happens, I know its not hard, and its not impossible. Maybe if I had to tell you something about how Dream Transference works, is that all you have to do is think of them and so it begins, MORE or less.

This combined with my insatiable curiosity I think the knowledge sharing happened rapidly and sometimes (or more often then I know) years and years later after there deaths, it's still happening.

Before Aunty Dora's death I went to visit her a week before her passing. She asked me were I parked which I thought was a very odd question. I looked out of the window and pointed to my car that was sitting right in front of the Hospital. She just smiled and nodded saying, "Of course YOU did." I didn't quite understand the meaning and if it was a compliment.

Aunty wanted me to sit down in front of her and then I put my hands under her hands to pass my medicine over to her so she may heal from her illness but she wouldn't have a part of this and then moved her hands under mine. At that point I had know idea what she was up too, although I suspected something different was going happening. I knew it was a energy transference hers to mine but the absolute ramifications of this wouldn't be clear until after her dying, a week later.

A huge "Sliver Back Grizzle" appear in my periphery. This was Aunty Dora's Medicine and she'd given it to me. I at this point did what any freaked out person awed by sheer immensity of Medicine power would do, I tried to give it back! It boomer rang back to me in 6 months.

I remember Aunty Dora said to me at one point, "When you see a bear,  bang two rocks together and it'll scare it away."

I'd laughed and asked, " Have you ever tried it?"

She looked at me and answered, "No."

Then I laughed again saying, "Nice thing to tell a white guy."

She smiled, nodded then laugh with me, with her knowing laugh. I of course had know idea that the medicine transfer, information had begun.

Uncle Jimmy Jimmy's Daughter phoned me up to say that her Dad wanted to go. I thought how odd, why me? But he had plans, always with the secret plans Jimmy Jimmy. I took off like a bird and landed in front of the hospital, then strolled in through the door and into his room.

"Hey Jimmy Jimmy,I've come to take you, like in the old way, the way you want to go."

He smile and turned outta bed to put his leg on. I yell and laugh all at the same time, "Jimmy Jimmy, Uncle, its the Dream you don't need your leg."

He ignores me and says, "I like my leg."

Then we proceed to walk out of the building and I'm confused because we don't have to fly, after all its the Dream you can just appear at your next destination.

I said, "Why are we walking?|"

"I like walking." he smiled.

We walked passed the security guard at the front desk, through the automatic doors that opened in real time as we passed through them. The Security Guard dropped his shit and was absolutely freaked out. Uncle Jimmy Jimmy, smile and then laughed. "That'll teach him." he thought to me without speaking a word.

We went to a scared falls, which I always thought was just a place tourist would go and no one else. Standing there with Uncle, I looked down at myself in the dream/vision and saw that I was in traditional cedar clothing from head to toe. I picked Uncle up and walked into the pool of water at the bottom of the falls. When we were both in the water and Uncle was submerged he exploded then a star going Nova and shot up like a rocket up the falls, I fell unconscious in the dream (not sure how that happens in a vision dream but it does) in the water and began to float down river. I was in serious trouble and wasn't to sure what to do. That is when Uncle's son came into the water and pulled me out and carried me down to a waiting traditional elder canoe. It was all black with red native symbols on the side. We were escorted by two other canoes and every once in a while someone from the other canoes would swim over to us (Uncles son and I were the only people in the canoe) and drop salmon into the boat. I was conscious yet not able to move but able to see. I was below and above all at the same time. Uncle's son (who I'd known for 30 years, a friend) paddle the canoe and said nothing. He was taking me home to the Islets in front of Roberts Creek. Uncle Jimmy Jimmy died three days later.


I remember Uncle Jimmy Jimmy said to me at one point, "When you see a bear,  bang two rocks together and it'll scare it away."

I'd laughed and asked, " Have you ever tried it?"

He looked at me and answered, "No."

Then I laughed again saying, "Nice thing to tell a white guy."

He smiled, nodded then laugh with me, with his knowing laugh. I of course had know idea that the medicine transfer, information had begun...again.

Later I began to see a huge Eagle in my periphery in the dream. It was Uncle Jimmy Jimmy he'd transferred his medicine.

I suspect this was the plan from the time Uncle Jimmy Jimmy had seen me when I was fourteen years old camping with my father on the side of the Squamish River that night. Interesting enough my Dad and I in March, (snow was still on the ground and in Canada its still cold) found 200 Sasquatch foot prints on the river bed some 10 miles from where we camping. I mention this because it may have something to do with what has happened to me from that point on but upon reflection the happening probably added to, or enhanced everything that was going on.

The Sliver Back Grizzle did come back to me and when it did I quickly bang the rocks together (don't do this without support ever, it could kill you, and you may never return) my spirit split, one part hear on this plain and the other part of me went on a "Walk About". My spirit did not fused back together for another 5 years. When I check with another Elder friend of mine, he had said no one bangs the rock together, and he only knew of one other Cree Woman who'd done it and she didn't make it.


Duende (c)

Death n Dying, Limbo Heaven n Hell?

As a "Medium, Clairvoyant, Empath,"  I always get asked, "Can you see my Farther, or mother or a family loved one? Are they okay being Dead, are they Lost?"

This made me think about Lost Spirits on the other side and Heaven and |Hell and Limbo and Death.

Through my experience I find only 10% of spirits are lost, and most most of them are doing exactly what they are suppose to be doing which is supporting there family because they have become ancestors and that is our commitment to our children. (who wants to leave our kids on this planet to fend for themselves?)

The Lost spirits are the living here on earth, upwards to 90% of the Beings here on earth are lost, I suspect the percentage is even higher but I'm wanting to be optimistic.

Then all these questions got me thinking about Heaven and Hell and Limbo and what pop culture suggests where we go when we die and western culture suggests there is Heaven which is up and |Hell which in down and Limbo well Limbo is in-between?

Now I've died and gone to the other side and thats not what I saw when I went to the other side. I'm thinking that the christian creation myth is not exactly correct (surprize surprise) in fact when you they this plain there is no up and no down and if an all encompassing compassion god would be mad at his children just speaks to me of shame and guilt and....a man made construct.

So where is Heaven or Hell, is it up or down, or is it side ways, maybe Heaven right and Hell left? Nope I haven't seen that either.

When I was on the other side, It was all pretty amazing after you got past dieing it was pretty cool. There was a place where the not so aware people went but they were all just sleeping there was no punishment.

I have found that if anything I've experienced, we live on earth in a space time construct that keeps us here in a past, present and future continuum and all other beings are moving in and out of our construct with ease. You name it, spirits, mystical beings and Aliens etc. If anything I would say that, are you ready for this: We live in Limbo which could be both Heaven and Hell, depending on how you shoose to create it.

its the living that sometime more them often look like they're living in Hell, but if you are really paying attention the magic in this realm called reality is astounding, Heaven the way I imagine it, and yes sometimes Hell but it always all depends what you focuss on.

We  live in a reality that provides 80 to 100 years of life and in the scope of creation that is a blip in the grand universe time line (if there is a time line). If you imagine that we are souls that continually moving changing and reliving, experiencing everything from every spectrum of the universe we have probably been existing for 20 billion years and in all this we live for 80 to 100 years, this has got to be a waiting place in comparison.

I talk to Uncle Jimmy Jimmy and (he died some 15 years ago) he is now a 15 boy in Germany and he is Uncle Jimmy Jimmy my spirit/firend/guide/helper too.

Its all so much more detailed than what the Christian Creation Myth describes, LOL I wonder why that is. Can you say control, and power with the priest.

Just some insights and thoughts rocketing threw my popcorn brain, for you to think about or not, agree or disagree, its a perspective that I wanted to share from my encounters with the dead and dying, Limo, Heaven and Hell .

I just saying this is just my opinion with eyes on the other side. "I could be wrong but...I doubt it)

Oh the Magic I've Seen!

Have you ever wondered, is it real, does it exist? Well I'm here to tell you it does. I 've seen the other worlds, through out the universe. Its possible to see it all! As long as you believe you can...you can.
I know its easy for me to say but its true.

The doorway to the unimaginable is the IMAGINATION! And if someone says |"Its all in your head!" Well of course it is, were else would it be? But I'll go one step further, its all in your heart!
And what if I told your brain and eyes don't see until you put your heart into it! Thats right, your heart..

I've met ancient being from Atroni III, and his name is Tamlet. He resides with the BrotherHood which is group of Magical Druids, Wizards, White Shawl Women, Ancients from all walks of life. Yes originally from here some of them and the others from through out the universe. I've met 101 of these kindly peoples all encircling a fire in White Robes with Gold Sashes.

I've walked with a Buffalo, although he didn't say much but I think I could hear him laughing, at me!
I was on an Island 20 miles across the sea from Los Angles. It was twilight and I had no idea he was even there until, he was. He was so close, so big, I nearly pooped myself. I'm sure he was laughing. I had no idea Buffalo's were even on this Island.

Dolphins rose out of the surf right after they said..."Come into the Water and Play for us." and I did and moments after that on Huntington Beach Calif. they popped outta the water.

An Elf I spyed with a little grey suit, with little grey shoes and a little grey hat. Lol. I don't know who was more shocked, me or him. I saw him for 5 seconds (that is a long time to see magic usually it comes and goes in a milli second)

I've met a Blue Fairy in my tent at 3 oclock in the morning asking for help to heal my wife who was deathly ill at the time and she got better. The Blue Fairy she appeared in my tent like I said just now, I was out in the yard with my daughter, cause kids love that, it is magic to them and it was. I saw her for many seconds too.

I've had 200 or more conversations with my father that has been dead for the 11 years, and my daughter has seen him too. He told me that he was a boy in Chile growing up.

I have saved peoples lives, my cousin, my Uncle Jimmy Jimmy and others, and have been seen in two places at one time and was told about by bystanders who witness the events.

Magic has shot outta my hand into a friends forehead.

13 Spirits, wise old dead people come through me to talk. I'm a Medium and they are very kind and have a great sense of humour.

I was taught the Ancient Art of Korean Acupressure Massage from Mau Ching a 800 year old spirit helper of mine.

I've danced for a group of 30 Ancient Native Elders on my death bed.

I fly as a huge White Raven (2 foot ball fields wing span) and two thunder birds flly with me.

At twilight I was coming out of  a cook house on my way to tell stories in the Bunk House and right beside the Building stood this 20ft Thunder Bird (just like she looks on my drum) and 6ft in diameter, in real here now time. (Like the elf and the fairy), She even nodded her head to let me know she was real.

I am given medical knowledge that has help many people, including peoples with Special Needs.

Helped people to cross over after they died...many many people. This I have done my whole life.

A Blue 273ft serpent with an Irish name lives inside me and in the Peruvian Amazon.

I\'ve had relationships with a Fairy Queen and an Alien named Tara.

Met Aliens from all over the Universe, Whites, Grey's, Blacks, Blue one from the center of the earth.

And this is the tip of the ice berg.

Magic is real, all the time, every day. Its out there waiting to be touched and seen. Its brillant, amazing and achievable for all those, from every walk of life, rich or poor, Red, brown, black, yellow or white if and only if you're willing to go to the darkest depths of your soul and heal your heart.

The Serpent Within - Its Not a Myth

My journey with the “Serpent” had started unbenounced to me at an early age in my life. I suspect “Serpent” was always with me since my birth but didn’t start to come forth until the age of 17. Well that’s when the mystery started to unfold. These are all the seemingly unrelated events over 53 years, which lead to me finding the Serpent Within me. Each and every one of these phenomena’s, is a part of a whole story, that took me on a journey of epic proportions.

It was 1977 and I was attending the University of Victoria, summer theatre program in British Columbia, Canada. I had a hard night and decided I would get some air and walk down to Oak Bay from the campus, which was an easy 20 minute walk down the hill.

I was half way down the hill (on the empty street, in a residential area) when I heard a female voice called my name. “John” she said. My head whip around really quickly. It was like someone had called my name feet from me. I thought it might have been one of my fellow students but when I turned around there was no one there. |In fact there was no one on the street at all. Up or down. No one. I shook my head paused looked around in all directions. Nothing. The street was completely empty.  Confused I kept walking toward the beach. “John” she said. I turned faster this time, still no one to be seen. Again I searched for an explanation but found none. This happened a total of six times, but I couldn’t figure out the anomaly.  The voice was female, and she spoke into my ear as if she was right beside me. It was so clear and so familiar, I was just gob smacked. I had no clue who was speaking to me, but new I was not alone on the empty street (even though it was a high volume residential urban neighbourhood, at approximately 6 in the evening in the middle of the summer) and knew someone was following me. Who? I had no idea. Why? I was clueless. I did know the voice was female and warm and extremely familiar.

This female voice would talk to me in my head through out the next 13 years. I don’t remember hearing her voice outside of my head until I was 30.

In 1990, I was alone, after leaving my first wife and I was struggling as I had been that night at the University of Victoria (Some 13 years earlier). I was asleep and then, “John” a female voice whispered my name into my ear waking me up! I was freaked out. I was living in one bedroom attic flat, it was late approx 2 or 3 o’clock. Bolting upright awake (heart pounding) I looked around the room, with the street light pouring in from my bedroom window. I saw nothing. Heard not a sound in the room but felt a presences so strong, it unnerved me completely. It took me at least 10 minutes before I could get the courage to turn on the light, to see if anyone was physically in the room, in real time. There was no one.

1990: I was hired to work in the Dominican Republic as an Activity Director with my first wife. We worked at a resort closer to the Santa Domingo side, near Boca Chica.  I was coordinating a staff of 6 and over 200 Canadian guests, plus doing 6 shows a week, and organizing the Fashion Show, Scuba Diving tours, and Artisans to come in for the guests so they can buy wares. I’d bring everyone in weekly and one of the carvers and I started to have a good trust/friendship together.

I’d been working the Beach Club Resort for almost 6 months before I’d decided that I would like to buy a piece off him. The Sculpted/Carved piece I wanted was extraordinary, I literally felt the piece was calling me. I had to buy it.

The Carvers name was “German” and he finished the piece 10-3-90 (As seen below) before he’d even had met me. 

 

Now he wouldn’t take any money for the Sculpture at all and through an interrupter I was shocked that he wanted to trade for it. I went back to the cabana and found one of my favourite objects and we trader them. It wasn’t until 29 years later that I realized that something may have happened than what I had thought originally was going on.

On the back of the Sculpture was a snake (As you can see below) and it started me sleuth visioning. He had abstractly sculpted me and all of who I was. I have two faces, not on purpose I just do. And all those animals and birds are inside of me, and the Lizard is the championship dreamer, like me. Wow. German who carved the sculpture before even seeing me, which makes me wonder: Who he was…really?  I know a Carver….really? And trading creates a connected circle or a twining, a bond between spirits, a seal of agreement, in short A Medicine Gift.

The Serpent was there before I’d know myself and now after seeing it again it makes me laugh because everyone seemed to know about her way before I did. But no one said a word. Well they did but they didn’t.

That year I went through a hard time and headed home back to British Columbia to move in with my parents. I’d separated from my wife and then got involved with a women who turned out to be so abusive, I came home broken.

1990: My friend in Hunnington Beach California invited me to come and stay with him and search for work. So, I decided that was a good option. I’d lived and studied down in Pasadena for four years when I was in my 20’s. Now 7 years later, I was excited to go back to California. It was great to hang out with my friend again and while I was down there a number of extraordinary things happened to me. This, was another experience that I think relates to the same story but at the time I wouldn’t have known that.

It was late (approx 3 in the morning) and I got woken up from the dream. However when I woke up I wasn’t dreaming but I wasn’t in real time, in this dimension, on this plane. I could feel something coming towards me from inside my closet in the room I was in. I got outta bed and sat down curled up with my back to the wall. I was scared to death. Frightened to my core and out from the close came this huge white bird. I knew right away that the Big White Bird was female. She came out of the closet (floating a little above the floor) and went right towards me. I was shaking I was so scared and so how I knew I needed to make contact. I lifted my right extending my index finger, up towards her. Her energy was overwhelming, it was all I could do to not poop myself. She lifted her wing and I touched her right wing tip. I looked up simultaneously and could not make out her face cause it was blurred out, which only added to my confusion, fear and made me spin out of control emotionally. She then turn and went to the mirror attached to the Chester drawers. It took all my effort to stand up and move to her. I had too. I’m not sure why but I knew at the time, it was something I needed to do. I walked up behind her and saw her looking at me but still I was unable to see her face. I grab her by the shoulders and shook her, yelling, “Who are you!!”| 

1991 My Parents house in British Columbia, Canada. I was down stairs having a nap after work, it was late September and I was a woken by a presences that was so strong (no female voice this time) and when I opened my eyes there was me and another person standing looking at me with this Blue Mask. They (Me) were standing looking at me, lying in bed looking at them. They (Me) stayed for 5 seconds before disappearing. I took an old actors head shot I had and with pastels I coloured the mask over the picture of my face. Both people four feet from the right side off my bed had the same blue face.

Later I had built first generation of my bird and created a mask from the picture below. I took the Bird which I had made myself and danced down in Sedona, Arizona, USA. 

I had an encounter with a spirit in Burnaby at 3 o’clock in the afternoon on a Sky train Platform, who said to me many times: “You will build a Bird, it will be, all white, it will be 10 ft by 5 ft and you will go to the Hopi Land and Dance.”

I made and created the Bird, without a pattern,(To my fathers amazment) it came out of me and I poured all my energy into her. With the mask complete, I started to search for materials for the “|Rattles” that I would place into the wings to extend them further out from my body.

When I was working with the school, (with my Special Needs students) and we’d go on field trips. This day we went to a Rescue Reptile Facility in Surrey BC. There were snakes every where (of course) so, I explain to the Curator that I was making a project that required snake skin and wondered if they may have some that I could have. After all, snake shed there skin all the time. The Curator said that it would be know problem and she went away and came back with Anaconda Skin! This was huge. I’m in Canada and I was just given snake skin that I never thought I’d be able to get, even in my wildest dreams. It was so epic and so extraordinary, it blew my mind. I thanked her and went home to create my Rattle’s that would fit into the sleeves of my design of the Bird and extend the wing span.

1992 New Westminster, British Columbia, Canada. My own apartment. It was my 33^rd birthday and I really had to get a tattoo. I was my birthday gift to myself. I went in and got it with one of the best tattoo artist in Vancouver. The pain was excruciating but I pushed through. That night upon arriving home, my friend Sitauxwood had asked me to come and help her Aunty. The very next day I went to her daughters house and met with the both of them. Aunty looked sad and I was not entirely sure why. We all sat down and before I knew it I was in a trance state. A male voice came through and yelled at her Aunty. “Look at me old woman. Raaaaaa, “ he said “I am the Bear”.

And they my friend and Aunty both said “|Its Uncle Izadora”. 

Aunty looked at him, giving him the hairy eye ball, “ I’m looking Old Man!”

He responded, “No your not Old Women, you scared to look, you got no hope!”

“I gots hope!”

“You don’t Old Woman! “

“I do got hope!”

“If you got hope Old Woman then look into my eyes and see what you can see!”

Moments passed as they both sat there staring at each other intensely.

Then Uncle Izadora said, “Ha!! Now you see Old Woman!! Now you got hope!! Tell me what you see!?”

“I see nothing”

“Ha!! Don’t lie to me Old Woman…Raaaaa!! I’m the Bear!”

And that was pretty much it. Later we went back to the laundry room where the Aunties pulled out cigarettes and began to smoke. I was talking to my friend when Aunty turned to me and asked, “How long you been bugging us!?”

I looked at her and said, “I don’t know, I think 5 years.”

Aunty looked at me (While puffing on her cigarette) “You’ve been bugging us longer than 5 years, you’ve been bugging more than 35 years, and you’ve been bugging us over a thousand years!”

I looked at her shocked and amazed, “What did you see?”

She studied me carefully and said, “I don’t know what I saw, I never seen it before.”

I got very excited, “Did it look like this!” Then I lifted my shirt and showed both the ladies my Phoenix Tattoo that I had gotten the nigh before.

Aunty looked at it quickly, smiled and laughed saying, “You don’t have to have that, we know who you are.”

I said, “What did you see! Is someone telling you not to tell me?” Cause sometime that happens. Well it’s happened to me before.

“I don’t know what I saw, some prehistoric dragon.”

1994 I wanted to help a Native friends sister who was being pulled down to Montana to be with a man she didnt want to be with. I traveled down to Montana via dream journeying and found a Medicine Man dressed in Coyote skin, dancing with rattles, in a clockwise direction. The ex-boyfriend had paid him to use his power to pull my friends sister down to Montana to be with him.

I was standing watching the Coyote Medicine Man (he didn't realize I was there) when all of a sudden 5 Black Adder snakes came from each foot and went over to the dancing medicine man and bite into his right and left foot. The next thing I known he is fallen unconscious onto his back. I thought, you know I have killed him. My wise old dead friends laughed and explained that he wasn't  dead just in the process of healing. He would heal for 9 days then regain his consciousness.

After the ninth day the Coyote Medicine Man regained his consciousness and look up at me accusing me that I took his Medicine!

I looked at him and said, Dude, what do I want with you Medicine! But Ill tell you this that if you want to hurt people with your medicine you wont be able to, but if you want to help people, no problem. Then I left.

This was another clue to my Serpent inside of me.

1995 New Westminster, British Columbia, Canada. My own apartment. I was living in my basement apartment watching T.V. and Peruvian Shaman (he was wearing his traditional medicine clothing and head dress) showed up with two helpers to take me down to the Amazon. So a part of me left and went with him and a part of me stayed home. I was living and being in two places at once. When I got down to the Amazon basin where he lived he put me to sleep and laid me out in a dug out canoe. My head was on his lap and (there were three men on either side of the canoe as we went into the water holding on to either side of the small dugout) then he leaned over with a stick and blew yellow powder up my nose. The next thing I knew I was this Dragon Phoenix Bird thing all on fire and huge (the six men ran to shore scared to death) and I said, the Bird thingy said “What do you want OLD Man!!!”  He was petrified but not surprised, “I had to be sure.” I, it, we said, “Next Time Ask…Or die!!”  Then the next thing I knew I was on my knees and all the children in the village where placing there hand on my right shoulder blade where my Phoenix tattoo was.

2001 Davis Bay BC. I was walking down my street and this female voice inside of me said, “I love you.” Then a few minutes later she said, “I love you” again, and then finally again.

I spoke out loud while walking. “Who are you, you’ve been there talking to me for a long time. Who are you?” I thought the voice was someone (human) that was looking for me.

2011. I thought I was dancing as (for sure) a Thunder Bird, maybe a Phoenix, and I had sleuthed that the Bird I was dancing in, was female. But that was all I came up with. I mean I have no one who could tell me what was going on. I had no idea how deep down the rabbit hole my life was going after dancing as the White Thunder Bird/Phoenix/Owl/White Eagle (I didn’t know what else) for 25 years.

2014 Penticton BC. I was visiting my sister. I was on vacation with my daughter and so I had no agenda what so ever. I was looking for down time, time to relax. I’d separated from my Second Wife some four years earlier, I was an exhausted single parent looking for some down time.

It was 3 in the morning when I felt some thing coming towards me in the dream. I was barely conscious to what was coming my way. I was almost barely awake when I saw something huge dropping out of the dream above me. It was two and half feet in diameter and translucent and approximately 70ft long. Suddenly this thing dropped right into my solar plexus. Boom, boom, boom, this thing dove deep into my body, all 70ft of it. Then when this thing was inside of me, my energy went through the roof and right off the charts. Wow!!! I’d never felt like this in my life! Even dancing didn’t come close to this.

What just happened? I wasn’t sure and had no one to go to about this phenomenon.  I had seen nothing about this in any book I’ve read, fiction or non-fiction (And I read a lot, a lot).

When I have a mystery I hunt it like crazy because I believe there is nothing you can’t know, or understand, and if I desire to know I will find the answer. I believe the information will come to me, through people (friends, relatives, strangers, and other happen chance encounters) film, T.V. books, magazines, animals, signs from spirit but I will find it, I will dig it up! 

Years later I realized that my sister lived right beside Lake Okanogan with the Ogopogo (The Interior Salish, the First Nations peoples of this area call this Water Serpent: Naitaka).

I was just given a huge honor and I knew nothing about what had happen to me.

Then life and phenomenon began to speed up and the puzzle pieces started to come together. I had created a character called the Green Man and performed in St. Patrick’s Day Parade. Now the interesting thing about this parade is that Saint Patrick himself was given Saint Hood for getting rid of all the Serpents out of Ireland. Saint Patrick didn’t get rid of physical snakes from the island, no he killed off the Pagans, who where shamans, who had this Serpent Medicine Power inside of them too! And here I was back in parade on St. Paddy’s Day with a 70ft Serpent inside of me!

I thought all this was influenced from Native North American culture but now I strongly suspect it comes from my own Irish Ancestral Medicine.

 

 Here is the final creation of the White Bird. She is White Raven, she is Serpent, and her name is Shayarahna. She is a 273 ft blue serpent who lives inside of me and in the Amazon River near Peru. 

Before I used to dance in Pow Wow’s, 10 to be exact, but I frightened most of the Native Peoples (I was invited to Dance by my Elder friend Aunty Nora) because I was an Owl (at that point I thought I was an Owl and that scares most Native Peoples) and the children would follow me (20 to 30 at a time). My friend and Elder Uncle Jake said (after the Capilano Pow Wow) “That Blanket is strong. If you Red it be okay but you White, so you should go dance in the Bush.” So 20 years ago I shifted and started dancing in the bush, the forest, the mountains.

When I dance i go up 21 miles (7 km) into the mountains. Here I'm dancing up in a clear cut with three fires, like my Celtic/Pict ancestors have been doing since 731 on the eve of Samhain. They believed if you dance between the fires you dance between the worlds.  Then I dance through the doors created by the fires for 8 minutes. Its exhilarating and when I finish i wait on one knee for the Serpent to fly through me however it took me years to realize what was going on. In fact its only been recently that i figured this out. The Serpent would drop from the other world and dive threw my back were the heart would be. Then I am mobilized for 15 minutes, unable to stand or walk, similar to when I'm in a trance as a Medium. I wonder now if  Shayarahna was re-calibrating my energy system or maybe something deeper was going on I haven't figured out yet, but I no longer get that going on and I've been dancing 25years.

I dance to wake the children, the others, the dancers, the other serpent people?

My mother once said to me: "Dance and they will come. "

I maybe seen two maybe more but not in the numbers I expected.

Somewhere in the depths of my beings I had told my people to look for me way back 40000 years before Christ. As wild as that sounds its my truth, my knowing.

Serpent Immensity – The Big Mystery

The Older I get, the more I understand the Serpent and what can and will happen and from that understanding the more “She/Serpent/Shayarahnaw|” the more a healthy symbiotic interrelationship occurs. Before this however, before my “A-ha Moment” I had no clue what could happen and these are some of those experiences that did happen:

1997 Boom County, Coquitlam, British Columbia, Canada. I went dancing with my work mates. We were going drinking and just to get silly. (My silly is three beers) The night was going well, it was a country bar and I was having fun with the gang of folks. There was two stepping going on (I can dance so I was excited to give it a whirl)

I asked this lady to dance and then we proceeded to twirl around the floor. We went faster and faster and then there was the huge unexpected woosh of energy.  The lady smiled at me, and I at her, not sure of what just happen but knowing it was extraordinary and probably unexplainable. I just put it to my medicine power. After the dance was over I thanked her and went to the bar to get another beer. When I turn around the lady I had been dancing with was standing their with a picture of water in her hand. She then took her left hand grab the top of my pants and poured the picture of water down my pants.

“What did you do that for!!” I was just shock and upset.

“Now we’re both wet!!” She smiled at me but was definitely confused on how it happened. We both were.

I sat there, with my mouth open thinking “WTF”!! With no idea of what just happen on the dance floor and why she just did what she did!?

2008/2010 Netherlands:

I was hired to do workshops with a good friend of mine. We did our workshop to open the event. It went very well. I was thanking people (80 people in the room) everyone was hand shaking and hugging.

From across the room I saw this Dutch woman walking towards me and there was something so familiar to me. She came up to me and hugged me and then and only then did I realize who she was. Her name was Adriana.

Holding me she said, “You are doing so well.”

I was speechless and tearing as I nodded.

Soul gazing, her and I she spoke again, “You have come so far since we last met.

I was lost with her in a vision, now then, here there, at the same time, 1641 was the last time we where together.

“Look at you. Amazing. And how far you’ve come. Thank you for finding me. Thank you.”

The energy between us was incredible and did we know there was more to come.

2010

It was our 3^rd visit to the Netherlands but this time it was all us (My Good Friend and I), 10 days of workshops. Unfortunately Adrianna was not there but by the end of our stay I’d managed to get a hold of her again. We plan to meet at my Dutch friend’s house.

She dropped by after supper. The intensity between us just overwhelming for me, we couldn’t stop looking into each others eyes/soul gazing. Then it went deeper than I could have ever thought.

In retrospect I suspect there was something or someone with a plan maybe Shayarahna I’m thinking because again it left me wondering what and why the experience did happen.

I stood up and my Adrianna stood up with me. She turned around and I put my hands on her back. Fully clothed, in the dinning room of my friends house with my buddy I went to teach with in the Netherlands and my Dutch friend and her husband. I then could feel the spiritual intensity building but had no idea what was going on. Well to a point. I knew my magic was amplifying. Then I started to go into trance and my Dutch friend supported me from the back and Adrianna turned around and my Buddy supported her. So now we have four of us all standing up. My Dutch friend held hands with my Buddy and they cradled us as the energy coming out of me aligned with Adrianna’s and then, then the amazing the impossible, the unseen occurred.  Together our spirits lifted up and out of our body’s and suddenly ripped upwards, leaving me n Adrianna in a trance state. Unable to speak, to see…just the ability to be! If our friends weren’t holding us we would have fallen down to the floor, we had no strength because it had become a total out of body experience or such magnitude it is nearly impossible to describe. Like two super Nova’s colliding together at the same time. No hallucinogenic’s or Alochol. We were clear. We four, we five, clear and authentic in the experience that was occurring. It was life changing!

After the journey, to the unknown destination that we seemed to collectively all knew but didn’t know, none of us quite realized what happened. It was differently a positive experience for all those involved, but the what and how I didn’t really discover until some 10 years later. Until now in writing this.

Many, many Serpent moments have happened when directly related to intimacy, but I didn’t recognize them for what they were. It wasn’t until I met my a very special lady who was filled with cougar and magic to be willing to explore the parameters of what this Magic/Medicine was. I feel gifted for meeting her and going deeper intimately then I ever have in my past, before.

I’m sure there is more to understand but I feel that finally I have a grip on what’s going on. Mostly lol and that is the way of the Shaman’s Path, The way of the Serpent.We are now living a symbolic relationship, (Shayarana and I)existing together and apart, one and two, both of us helping each other in the real world and in the other worlds, dream walking together. Not an easy task but we manage in this world of a whole lot of conservative and straight believing in this lie called normal.

I wrote this in hopes it’ll help someone…one of you, who yes may think you’re crazy.

YOU’RE NOT ©

My Story "Challenge, Growth and Adventure."

I was born into a English family in Toronto, Ontario Canada. My farther was a UFO researcher in a time when it was not an accepted area to research. Way way back in 1960. He went from that "Wacko" crazy person to a sought out Leading North American Abductee Researcher well before he died at the age of 75.  My Mother is a brilliant story teller (in fact they both were), a incredible listener and my rock/foundation. She would talk about being Queen Morvani of the Bellamina in Ireland. She talks about her dreams openly and tells story's about Elves, Spirits & and alternate realities. An reader with such a thirst and curiosity of massive proportions, she lead me to Carlos Castaneda (books I highly recommend).  They both played a huge role in my exploration in critical thinking, helping me with my journey to discover who I am and what was going on inside of, and around me. The conversations around the dinner table were extraordinary and the people that came to visit our house was unbelievable .  And both of my parents would listen (mostly my Mom until I turned 30 and then my Dad got on board.

All of family, my parents, three other siblings and cousins all have the gift in varying degrees, I seem to be the one who have it in a huge way.

When I was  a child my hearing (I suspect because of getting vaccinations) started to become less and less until I was pretty well Deaf.  The build of ear wax in my ears was pushing my ear drums together, if my mother waited one more week I would have been completely deaf forever. I was 5 years old when she discovered that I could barely hear. She says that my Aunt (who lived behind us in Pickering Ontario) yell that she had chocolate cake for anyone who wants some. All my siblings heard her yelling from the back door of her house but I didn't I just stood there smiling, confused up at my Mom. This was her clue. I love chocolate so much she knew I wouldn't miss it for the world. This little thing saved my hearing. It had been 5 years of a extremely silent life. I remember standing listening to flowers talk.

I believe its the challenges that create growth in this grand adventure. Challenges create adversity which gives us all greater gifts, tweeks us and gives us tools, if we can take the challenge and grow from it. Further farther better if, if we are willing to find the hidden gifts that each adversity gives us.

The next challenge I was not diagnosed with  Extreme Learning Disabilities while going through the Canadian Educational System. And no one caught this until I was in The American Academy of Dramatic Arts. I was cold reading a script in my scene study class and doing so poorly you'd think I was just beginning to learn how to read. It was terrible, I was 21. She recommended I see a Physiologist who was working out of a college in Pasadena, California. I went to see her and after she'd finished her testing she'd asked me what grade I got to. I told her I graduated from high school and to this she told me that I shouldn't have gotten past grade 9. Even today writing this blog I still struggle, gut that day, that day I was set free and suddenly a new world opened up to me. The challenge was to learn to adapt in an environment (Reading, writing and Arithmetic, the school system) and succeed. I am audibly impaired, to the point where I'll even do lip read to figure out what some one is saying. Not only do letters and numbers float around on a page but my mind does not always translate information to my hands when writing, which means that I will drop letters from words, or whole words out of the text when writing documents, like this blog. School was a nightmare for me, it didn't matter how hard I studied I would always get 49% or 55%. Even though I was verbally way ahead of everyone else. I walked out of that office that day full of tears for the years of pain and happy beyond belief.  I still suffer from being Extremely Dyslexic but no matter how frustrated I get (And I do quite often, I've finished a book 20 years ago that no one still has been able to edit) I still feel blessed because of it and because of it I have this incredible ability to be able to read peoples idiosyncrasy which later in life gave me the gift of being able to help people with autism. There are so many other talents I've gotten from being Extremely Dyslexic, I had to believe so fiercely in my self that I stay in my heart all the way through school. I couldn't be brain washed because anyone who was right brained. I couldn't make out anything they said. Again, it left me alone with my self listening and escaping into my imagination. This would prove to be very beneficial for breaking the "Code" and to begin my journey into shamanism.

I went up a mountain (at the age of 30)  in the Tanalus Range to a lake called Lake Lovely Water. |When I went on my first vision quest some life changing spiritual things I experienced was amazing! One of the secrets that came out was my child hood trauma that |I didn't realize had happened to me. I came home after my vision quest still processing the whole experience when my mother up to me and showed me a picture an artist drew of me as a child. The twisted part of this drawing is that he drew his hand in touching my face. Oh boy the did all the pain come rushing in. I thought I'd never get through it. This Challenge was too huge, to much to over come I thought it would be impossible to over come. I did step deeper into my self and got some good help (therapist, counselor) and started to get through it. I made the impossible - possible.

What do I get from all these intense traumatic experiences.....it's dark but this is what I've come up with "It take a lot of shit to make a great garden! And I have a huge Garden" (c)

How to see Spirits/Ghosts

You see with your heart. Really you do. You can go down a dark street or into a dark house and you know whats there before you even enter because your heart will let you know. You be shitting yourself! That's called an early warning system. Your eyes, ears and brain just confirm what your heart has all ready told you. 

So here are a one exercise that will help you to get better at seeing Spirits/Ghosts but to be clear in my life I have not ever seen any wispy white cloth ethereal looking ghosts. What I see is full on 3D real time Spirits, solid and in form: Human, elf, alien, you name it...it appears solid and no not with fangs and scareyness...well mostly....well maybe 5% are scareyness, but relax, mostly everything I see from the other worlds are usually pretty nice folks, or fairies, elves and aliens and angels. 

Exercise: When you are walking down the street and way off in the distance you see a tall man. You can barely make him out and he's standing right in front of a stop sign. Your heart puts out the earlier warning signal (beware there is something there) eyes finds the image (in this case a man) then gives the information to the heart and then your heart says, "Yes that's a human being infront of you, nothing to fear." (have you ever had this happen?) and it then relays it to your brain and says, "No need for fright, no flight...we do not have to flee or run away and save ourselves!" But and its a big BUT when you near the man is gone and  its a Stop Sign. (FYI spirits don't show up in board daylight 2ft in front of you).

So what was it? A MAN or a STOP SIGN? And here lies the conundrum which can twirl your head for the rest of your life. 

The Answer? It was A MAN posing as a STOP SIGN and a STOP SIGN posing as A MAN. 

The spirit world is not separate from this world, its not black ....or white,, This or That...it is both. The exercise, is get you to think of the spirit worlds as both as a great big all-encompassing. There is absolutely no separation. 

To take it one step further...we don't just dream at night, we dream 24/7. Everything is the dream and if you can comprehend this concept then you are mostly there. This is called "Dream Walking".

I told this concept to my daughter and then one day we where driving down the road, in the late afternoon (in fading light) and she said, "Hey Dad, I just saw an old women posing as a garbage can and a garbage can posing as an old women."

Now if you have convinced yourself that: "My eyes play tricks on me." I'd have to ask, "Why would your eyes play tricks on you? Do eyes do that? The thing that really goes on, is that your eyes sends the message to the brain and the brain says back the message from its brainwash filters, and it goes something like this, "Hey there's nothing there, do you want to be called crazy, forget it let it go, be normal, we gots to be normal, we can't explain this, no one will believe us, we'll get locked away! Be normal and stick your head in the sand and ignore it." or " Everyone knows that that's not real soooo eyes my playing tricks on me!" And you let it go. Even though your heart has already told you that what you saw was there. 

The "Heart" knows all. Trust your gut and if you're having a hard time doing that then seek help and work with someone (counselor, therapist) to let go of all lifes trauma. The clearer you're about your self (your "heart") the easier it is to see the other worlds.

If there is conspiracy (and they're many) it is to shut people like you and me and others down by violence = fear = shutting down self confidence were you question all emotional feelings, to the point were you'll have absolutely no trust in your own "|Heart." This type of control has been going on since the beginning of time, in all worlds and in every dimensions, some more and some less. (c)