The Big Kahuna - The Shamer, The Bully, The Guilter

I just lost a dear friend. He took his own life.

He was shamed by someone he thought was a "Big Kahuna." That is, a "Sacred Holy Woman," a "Guru" in a Medicine Circle.

Yes, a Medicine Circle!

Arrgggh!!

This young man was brilliant and this "Warrior Woman" wasn't a shaman. She was a "Shame"-man, a "Guilter"... and no, she wasn't even Catholic!

She was just seriously messed up.

And he took her words to heart.

Why did he do this? Why do so many many young and old on the path to enlightenment do this? Why do they follow the false Kahuna, the messed-up "Medicine Man?"

(Oh, and "messed up" is not gender- or race-specific).

Why?

Why are Pressure, Shame, and Guilt so effective at ensnaring us?

Because we are all are messed up too. Shame creates followers, and with a touch of guilt it leads to a great recipe to get you to give them MONEY!!! Add a huge dash of abuse and the Big Kahuna now has a revenue stream till the end of their days.

Be careful! Stop looking for and following the Archetype of a spiritual person.

In that moment you think to yourself..."Man, I feel awful"...listen to that voice. Leave! If someone touches you inappropriately... report them! When someone tries to convince you that sex will lead you to enlightenment...

Well, you get the picture.

Once I had a "Medicine Woman" say to me,

"My guides say that we will have sex."

She was dressed in white from head to toe--no, I'm not making this up.

I looked at her and replied,

"Have they talked to MY guides?"

She was puzzled and answered,

"No... why?"

"Well" I said flatly, "MY guides say that isn't going to happen."

She was stunned and taken aback. She'd obviously used this line before, and the scary thing is that she actually believed it.

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After I lost my friend, I knew I wanted to write about the False Big Kahuna. To warn people, young and old, not to follow or listen to these messed up, deluded Shame-mans.

But then I thought, "Will they listen?"

Well, will you?

I've got to say something. I have experienced this cycle and seen it repeat too many times.

I am writing this, heartbroken at the loss of a young man that was so vital, so amazing, so insanely talented...

It was a shame to see him go.

It was shame that saw him go.

He'd done 27 Ayahuasca journeys. Some, up here in the Great White North. Others, down in South America. He had a huge mind-altering paradigm shift, and from what he shared with me, it was an incredibly spectacular otherworld experience which left him awed, confused--and afraid.

And when he went for help, advice, and insight? He was let down, scorned, bullied, and finally, shamed. To the point where I heard the Messed-Up Big Kahuna Female ask him if he was a man or a mouse. Really. How classic can your shaming get?

I prayed. I stood up and challenged it. I talked to him later and said, "Don't take on the path of shame you've been given... it's bullshit!!"

But, broken and dismayed, it appears he took it to his grave.

Now, I know you might be saying to yourself: "It's different with my Guru. He/she is a good person and would never do that!"

Maybe you're right, and there are some out there who seek power but don't fit the shame bill. I'm hoping there is. It's so rare though. Ask yourself: "if they hold true wisdom, why do they need followers to validate them?"

It's no different when a Big Kahuna or Shame-man guides you through taking Peyote, or LSD, or DMT, or  mushrooms, or any other mind-altering journey medicine. If you come out of the experience and it was powerful and they feel threatened (and they almost always do), they will belittle, bully, and shame you, or "take you under their wing" and then try to take your power away.

Or they will send you packing because they themselves have never experienced the experience you had. So to them, YOU are showboating and trying to be the Big Kahuna.

The end result? You become the laughingstock and the other followers will laugh.

Why? Because the other followers are all afraid of being excommunicated, of being shunned and shamed by the "family." The cycle continues, one of fear, preying on the dysfunctional and the hopeful.

The Shame-mans are usually very well read, highly intelligent, broken people. They are first-class manipulators with little or no real-time experience in the otherworld--but oh, how they can tell a good story and say all the right words, in a perfectly appealing way.

The Shame-man is truly a thing to behold. Sometimes they are so deluded they don't even know they're Shaming/Shamming.

Don't get me wrong. It's not the journey medicine that is the problem: the medicine is neutral and can indeed provide the experience you're after. We are where the vulnerability lies. The danger is in those spreading false wisdom around, all the broken people north and south, aboriginal and westernized alike.

So what to do? How do you avoid being sucked in?

Well first, be patient. Tap into a really great supportive community. Check out people's experiences: the what, where, when, why, who, and how.

Ask questions!

Listen, Listen, Listen.

Ask more questions.

You are entrusting your LIFE, your journey, to whom?

Please, I beg of you, take your life and treasure it.

Dare to Beware! Even then, taking care won't necessarily guarantee your safety. Be cautious at raves or parties or anyplace with unknown, potentially messed up, humans--especially those who have all the cool drums and are wearing all the right clothes to show they're Ultra Spiritual.

Be cautious of those who seek power. Maybe they have a following, or tons of wealth, or keep spouting presumed knowledge, or perhaps they're incredibly beautiful-tall-thin-muscular-handsome and keep telling you are an Indigo Child, or Crystal child, or one of the Chosen Ones.

Go out with a friend, and have a plan. Be brutally honest with each other about what you perceive is really going on.

Watch out for red flags.

Have at least one signal and/or code-word to get away from a person you feel uncomfortable with without alerting them. Have an exit strategy prepared for if things get messy or weird.

Don't have incredible-sexy-sex-intimacy with anyone in the spirituality workshop until at least one month after you've left the workshop. Be very mindful about how much money you're giving to one person, and find out what it's for. Sharing equally amongst a group is cool, but giving thousands of dollars to one person? Maybe (for example) to help get a book published that you've never seen and might never see?

Watch out for those red flags.

And most of all... Please, please, please!!! ...if a Big Kahuna is SHAMING, BULLING, OR GUILTING YOU...

...leave.

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This article is in honor of my amazing young friend who took his life....tears roll down my face as I write this.(c)

How Magic is passed through the DREAM

"Spirit of the Orca" by S. ´Silvestris´ Strand

Whale Dream

I was asleep in the dream swimming in this pool, splashing over these huge walls (four of them) that sat in the center of the pool.

It was an incredible swimming over each of the walls and it gave me a feeling of absolute freedom of spirit. I had swum over the fourth wall when the pool ended so I jumped out of that pool and walked some twenty feet and dropped into the next one beside it.

I was not a few seconds in the new pool when I got this feeling that all was not well. I thought to myself, “Oh no I have dropped into a pool that has an Orca in it and she knows I’m here!” I could feel the whale approaching, the force of all that power and so I quickly hopped out of that pool and scouted into the one from where I came. Back to my comfort zone so to speak. And at that moment felt very good and relaxed and calm until the Ocra flipped onto the deck and slid across the twenty feet that separated the two pools and plopped right into the my pool with me!

So I freaked and started swimming over the submerged walls in hopes the short cut would out run the Ocra.

I know what you might be thinking? You’re trying to out run an Ocra in a pool? Are you insane? It’s impossible.

Of course this idea doesn’t work and the Orca just rounds the walls instead of going over them and heads me off, to trap me in the corner of the pool.

I can’t even scream as I see these open jaws descend open me to devour me. I wake up with my heart beating a mile a minute, like I’m about to have a heart attack.

Some months later a girlfriend of mine is complaining about my snoring. So I apologize about how loud I was but before I could say another thing she says. “No that’s not it, although yes you do snore loud, no it’s you make these funny sounds.”

“Oh like a bear, or a rattle snake?” I asked
“Yes” she says “but there is another sound this unusual sound like you blowing sound.”

I look at her totally confused. “A what?”

And then she describes it too me and when that doesn’t work she imitates the way I did it when I was sleeping. I sounded and looked like a whale expelling air out its blow hole.

I had taken the medicine, the power of the Ocra, she devoured me and I became her. Then I realized the pattern that had been happening while I was sleeping:

1) I had been attacked by several cobalt Grizzly’s and one had scratched me and not long after that incident I began to sound like a bear when I snored. I also out of no where, like walking on the street I will suddenly make this low guttural bear sound.

2) I had been bitten by a snake in a dream and one night I woke myself up when I made a hissing sound snore.

If you are been stalked by animals in your dream do not panic it is a good thing, (although this may scared you into being fully awake) it just means that you’re about to receive medicine power of the animal that is hunting you.

My suggestion is to ask the animal or animals to be gentle, they may not know that you do not realize what’s going on or that it is scaring you.

If you are having black hounds or any other nasty bits of business hunt you, this is a completely different thing and I recommend you contacting me immediately (c)

I Walked With an American Buffalo

Big Snow Buffalo
by David Lee Thompson

Walking with a Buffalo

When I was twenty three years old I was on took a little vacation between semesters of theatre school to an island 20miles off the coast of California just across from Los Angles. And I went to the north side of the island to camp because the south side was filled with Clubs and Casino’s and I wanted to get away from all that insanity.

Now Catalina Island is divided by a huge piece of rock and creates wonderful natural boundaries for wild life such as buffalo. No one told us that some years back one of the exocentric rich introduced a herd of buffalo to the north side of the island.

Late one evening I decided to go out before dusk to see a Californian sunset which is hard to see because of the smog, and buildings and well you name it. Well I didn’t get to see the sunset and on the return I was in my own world and I must not paying attention because all of a sudden I heard the snort of this beast or something. When I turned to see what it was it was a buffalo, an arms length away, well I pooped myself right on the spot.

This is the story that came from that encounter.
Walk with a Buffalo
A long time ago there was Buffalo who lived on an island, across the sea from the City of Angels where the ant people play; they say that this Buffalo could talk.

Now in the Great Northern Mountains, in the city of tears, where the frog people play, they say there lived a man who walks likes a Buffalo.

It is said that the man came from the Great Northern Mountains, from the city of tears where the frog people play to an island across the sea from the city of Angles where the ant people play. To an island to see a sunset that he thought could speak. But the sun did not speak, so the man left, dejected, sad with his head hanging low on his walk back home. And it is said that a Buffalo went for a walk on this island across the sea, from the city of Angels where the ant people play, to see a sunset it was said that could speak. But the sun did not speak, so the buffalo left, dejected, sad with his big head hanging low on his way back home.

The Man had been walking for quite awhile before he noticed the he had been sharing the walk with the Buffalo. And the Buffalo walked for quite a while before he too realized the Man. At the moment, when Man saw Buffalo and Buffalo saw Man, Man screamed!!!!! Jumping straight out of his skin a million miles into the air. Well, the Buffalo was so taken aback, his mouth dropped wide open and wouldn't you know it when man returned to earth he landed right into the Buffalo's mouth. Well, the Buffalo nearly choked, and gagged on the man, but then with his humungous lungs he spat the Man 1500 miles up, over into the Great white mountains. The Buffalo tried to regain his composure......"PPllah, PPllaaaah. Yuk that was the most awful lest thing I've ever tasted...." Then he paused and listened to what he was saying. Then Einstein’s theory of relativity came to his head, then other Buffalo's came to listen, and that’s how the Buffalo got to talk.

So, if you're down on an island across the sea, from the City of Angels where the ant people play, listen, listen for the talking Buffalo.

The Man shot up over the Great Northern Mountains, into the snow of the two sisters, near the city of tears, where the frog people play and he landed on his bum. So hard did he land on his bum that when he walks now he walks in a very funny way? And if you are very careful, late at night you will be able to see the Man who walks like a Buffalo, in a Buffalo way. I mean you would too, if you were spat a mere 15 hundred miles onto icy snow. That’s what the stories say, that’s what the stories say, they say: Walk like the Buffalo. Talk like the Buffalo. Dream like the Buffalo. Sing like the Buffalo. Dance like the Buffalo. Laugh like the Buffalo.(c)

How to become a Shaman

“The ins and outs of navigating the Dream - The Non-ordinary Reality”
By John Conway


*I have put this kit together as a gift. If you find it useful then great, if you don’t, great and if you think, “This guy is totally off his nut,” great. Take all of what you read with a grain of salt. It is my hope to create a playground where all of us know the secrets, and a place where no one person holds all the power!

A Practical Guide for Living in an Impractical Society

The Art of Dream Walking “The Walker between Worlds”

1. Shift your thinking from Skepticism to Discernment. Skepticism tends to close down the processes of open mindedness. It almost already suggests that, “I don’t believe it and you have to convince me.” Where as Discernment tends to leave the mind open towards new things. “I’m willing to listen and see.” Please compare these two Dictionary definitions to see what I am suggesting.

Skepticism :
An attitude of doubt or a disposition to incredulity either in general or toward a particular object or thing or a doctrine that true knowledge or knowledge in a particular area is uncertain b : the method of suspended judgment, systematic doubt, or criticism characteristic of SKEPTICS
Discernment :
The quality of being able to grasp and comprehend what is obscure : skill in discerning - an act of discerning synonyms, DISCERNMENT, PRECONCEPTION, PENETRATION, INSIGHT, ACUMEN mean a power to see what is not evident to the average mind. DISCERNMENT stresses accuracy (as in reading character or motives or appreciating art) . DISCRIMINATION stresses the power to distinguish and select what is true or appropriate or excellent . PRECONCEPTION implies quick and often sympathetic discernment (as of shades of feeling) . PENETRATION implies a searching mind that goes beyond what is obvious or superficial . INSIGHT suggests depth of discernment coupled with understanding sympathy . ACUMEN implies characteristic penetration combined with keen practical judgment.

2. Have a belief structure that includes a power greater than your self.
Pick your deity (God).
Believing in a power greater than ourselves, helps to cope with grief, fear and the unknown.
Meditate and or Pray.
Support the spirit/soul/your heart.

3. Create a Sanctuary and “good healthy personal
boundaries.” Clear your living space using sage and sweet grass. Secure your living space from outside influences with: Tummith-A red find dust from a really big old cedar stump. Gently sprinkle it around all the door and window openings to the outside world, as well as the 4 corners of your living space.

13. stones-Place 12 stones in a circle around your living space. Pray while you do it. Place the thirteenth one in the center of your home.
Dried rose sticks place in the 4 corners of your living space.
Ivy place growing or dried ivy in the 4 corners of your living space.
Grandfather’s Beard place in the 4 corners of your living space.
Sea Salt is good too.

4. To be able to soar large distances in the non-ordinary reality/the dream align with the Eagle or Hawk or Owl etc.
She/he knows how to go to incredible heights and always know where home is.
The Bird will always keep you connected to your heart and still allow you to travel into the depths of the dream. It will help your spirit to soar without confusion and or fear.

5. Look for the ally of all Dream Walkers, the Wolf.
She/he knows the dream and will seek a pack. She/he will keep you safe while you explore the Dream and life.
Use your imagination to seek the alley. The imagination is the key to opening the doorway to the dream.
When you bond with the wolf she/he will champion your heart, as you will theirs.

6. Seek the “Big Cat,” the knower of the all hidden & buried Secrets.
She/he knows the forbidden places, the dangerous places that only the cat can go to without being seen.
When you walk with the big Cats they will keep you from harm as you hunt for the lost secrets.

7. The non-ordinary reality/the dream and reality are not separate they are constantly over lapping this will help you to be able to see more.
Life is not black and white, this or that.
Allow and be open to multiple realities being intertwined.

8. Let go of the human experience/spirit living only one life time and work & try to embrace the possibility of being four billion years old. This will help you understand the non-ordinary reality/the dream better.
Move away from thinking you only have this life time of knowledge and explore the possibility of knowing more.
We’ve had more than 10 past lives, we’ve had millions
of them. If you want to see them then find the one you’re most afraid of and explore it. As soon as you’ve done this the rest will follow.

9. Look at your Pain. Stop blame.
Take responsibility for your life.
Embrace life’s challenges & see them as opportunities.
Look into who you are and see the world around you.

10. Action alleviates worry.
If you’re worried, take steps to do something about it. This phenomena just doesn’t go away, it will be back.
”If you don’t use your medicine, it will make you sick.” Aunty Nora
Just take the first step. You can’t run before you learn to walk.
Break it down, and then piece it together.
Find a way. There is always a way.

11. Walk, Run, Hike, Bike, do Yoga. Do anything active.
Breath + relaxation + joy = opportunity

12. Eat Well-Think Well.
Put good nutritious food into your body.

13. Let go of the addictions.
Sugar Coffee Cigarettes Alcohol Drugs Work Sex Relationship and Exercise

14. SEEK HELP
Be discerning. A good therapist is as hard to find as a good mechanic (even harder).

15. Create Healthy Relationships.
Learn to trust loving yourself before loving someone else.
Live with yourself before you enter into an intimate relationship with someone else.
Surround yourself with people who support your dreams & belief system.
Create a family/tribe/band/pack of people of like minds.

16. Read, Watch & Talk & Listen.
Continually be open to new ideas, young & old

17. Look for those with SIGHT, not the Archetype.
Wisdom comes from all things and all people.
Look to the children, they’re closet to the mystery and creative spontaneity.
Look for the smiley ones.

18. Be discerning & objective of what you see.
In life.
In dreams or the non-ordinary reality.
In relationships.
With all incoming information.

19. Teach Yourself.
Believe that you “Can Know Everything” and every time you catch yourself saying “I don’t Know,” ask yourself, “What if I did Know?”
Knowledge + remembering + repetition (look closely at the details for clues) = Sight.
There is no such thing as an accident everything happens for a reason and this is called synchronicity.

20. Follow your Intuition.
Listen to your Heart.
Believe in yourself.
Guide yourself.

21. Explore all cultures, all faiths, and all beliefs.
Create your own form of Eclectic Humanism.

22. Become a Leader
Lead yourself.
Role Model.
Walk your talk.

23. Be an Individual.
Step away from group mentality.
Be aware of the world around you and filter the media.
Live simply, be comfortable and not over extended.

24. Volunteer.
Give of yourself without desiring anything in return.

25. Embrace Money.
Money is energy that allows you to do more and help more.
Change the face of dysfunctional economic king pins.

25. Be Powerful Be Gentle.
Effect Society Positively.

26. Practice Random Acts of Kindness.

27. If it doesn’t Heal it just ain’t no big Deal.

28. Laugh & Play.
Splash in puddles.
Do finger paints.
Do things you always wanted to do. Make a list of 101 things you’d love to do before you die and DO THEM!

29. EVERYTHING IN MODERATION EVEN MODERATION.

30. Persist even if you don’t see results at first. Intuition requires training and reassurance. The more you use it, the clearer gets. The rewards out weigh the efforts.
Quote from Life Coach- Kristeen Verge


*Special Note:

When you are feeling physically heavy, melancholy or sad it is good to do what the co-salish peoples have been doing for centuries which is to go and bath spiritually.

Get two cedar branches if you can get them, one for each hand.
Go alone, or with one other quiet person who believes in what you’re doing.
Go find a fresh running river as pure of water as you can find.
It’s good to find a water fall and bath at the bottom of it, in the pool or even if you can in the water fall itself.
Pray on the way up to the spot you have found remember if your heart likes it, it’s spiritual.
Step into the water (don’t dive in) and drop your head underwater four times in the four directions, praying all the while you’re doing this. At the same time slap your back with the cedar bows.
Important to keep in mind that the water will be really cold/freezing, so do your best, if you can only get your head under once the first time I’m sure creator will let it go.
When you step out get dressed and pray in silence for at least 15 minutes. Take the experience in. Embrace it, pray and give thanks.


The next sections include a list of some of the beings that I‘ve seen in my Real and Non-ordinary Reality/The Dream. You may have seen variations of these beings, depending on your belief system and cultural back ground. However, I strongly suspect you will find strong parallels in sightings. If you’ve seen something I haven’t, let me know.

I have included both positive and negative beings. It is my desire to know all that’s out there. I find it helps me to understand and create a fuller picture, a healthier perspective. I hope it will do the same for you.


The Realm
(Benevolent & Helpful)

FROM THE DREAM:
Ghosts/wonderful Earth bound dead people
Keepers & Gifters: of the Staff & the Stone/Orb
Wise Old Dead People/Spirit Guides
The Tall People/The Ancients/Taltos
The Little Ones: the children of hope
Phoenix People/ Seers & Dreamers
The Children of the Sun/ Seers & Dreamers
The Children of the Feather
Thunderbirds/ Seers & Dreamers
Griffins/ Seers & Dreamers
Dragons/ Seers & Dreamers
Angels
Cachina’s/ Hopi Sky Gods
White Shawled Women
White Robed People with gold sashes
Dark Blue Robed People
Purple Robed People
Green Robed People
Brown Robed People
Orange Robed People
Red Robed People
Mormon looking People/ who come in three’s
Bird People
Thunder Birds
Sphinx People
Fairies/ Elves/ Gnomes/ Leprechauns
ALIENS:
White/ Blue/ Green
Translucent/ Butterfly People
Ancient Flying Dancer Spirits

WONDERFUL AND EARTH BOUND:
Animal Kingdom including: Sasquatches, owls, snakes, bats, and spiders etc.
Functional Smiling Medicine People: Voodoo, Witches, Red Blanket Men, Shamans Light Workers, Healers, Crystal Workers, etc.
Functional & Smiling: Priests, Pastors, Nuns, Monks, Yogi, Gurus,
Reki Masters, etc.
Smiling Healthy Human Beings with Hope: Special Needs People
Smiling Children

NASTY BITS OF BUISNESS
(Destructive/Malicious/Manipulative/Controlling)

FROM THE DREAM “Real Nasty”:
Black Robed Assassins/Templar Knights
Masked Assassins in Black with pistols/machine guns etc
Hounds: cross between dog and wolf with red eyes
Black Pterodactyls
Huge Dung Beetles
Dark Creatures/Black Rabbits, Black Spiders, Leeches etc.
Men in Bowler Hats
Demons with bad teeth
Ghouls taking shape of human beings
DYSFUNCTIONAL ALIENS:
Gray/ Black Aliens
Dwarf Workers
Lizard People
Centurions
Cat People
Dog People
Anglo Women with big baldheads wearing white gowns from the neck to floor.

Nasty bits of business earth bound:
Government/ Military/ Government Secret Services around the World
The Boys of Rome /Trilateral Commission/ World Health Organization
Black Undercover Ops. / Black Uniformed Military Personnel
Dysfunctional Non-Smiling/Nasty Medicine Throwing People: Voodoo, Red Blanket Men, Shamans, Light Workers, Healers, Crystal Workers,
Reiki Masters etc.
Dysfunctional Non-Smiling: Nasty Priests, Pastors, Nuns, Monks, Yogi’s,
Guru’s, etc.
Automatons: People in Emotional Pain who seem to have little or no hope.

*“I think that we should, at the most general level, be seeking out forms of authority and domination, and challenging their legitimacy.”
Noam Chomsky

Read and KNOW MORE
(Books & Mags)

Non-Fiction
THE WAY OF THE PEACEFUL WARRIOR DREAM WALKER
A MUTANT MESSENGER DOWN UNDER DANCING WITH THE WHEEL
THE RELUCTANT MESSIAH MIRACLES
LAME DEER/VISION SEEKER FIRE IN THE HEAD
THE COURAGE TO HEAL (FEMALE) *ANIMAL SPEAK
THE NEGLECTED VICTIMS (MALE) THE WAY OF THE SHAMAN
THE MAGIC OF FINHORN MAGIC MYSTERY IN TIBET
BRINGERS OF THE DAWN COMMUNION LETTERS
EMBRACING THE BELOVED WISDOM OF THE ANCIENTS
A COURSE IN MIRACLES POWER OF THE GIFT
FRUITFUL DARKNESS THE ANATOMY OF SPIRIT
THE BODACIOUS BOOK OF SUCCULENCE TRANSFORMATION SOUP
INDIGO CHILDREN SOPHIES WORLD
THE TAO OF POOH THE LITTLE MONEY BIBLE

LIFE LITTLE INSTRUCTION BOOKS
TIBETAN BOOK OF THE LIVING AND DIEING
ANCIENT MAN/A HANDBOOK OF PUZZLING ARTIFACTS
SEPARATER REALITY-TEACHINGS OF DAUN JUAN


Fiction
*ISHMAEL *STORY OF B
THE ALCHEMIST THE WHEEL OF TIME SERIES
A WINTERS TALE PRINCE UMBRA
A WRINKLE IN TIME DUNE SERIES
HARRY POTTER SERIES LORD OF THE RINGS
TALTOS WEAVE WORLD
OTHERLAND SERIES *TAILSMAN
DARKTOWER/GUNSLINGER SERIES LIGHTING


Magazines
SHAMANS DRUM UFO BC
SHARED VISION THE UTNE READER

Watch and Know More
(Movies & Vids & Web Sights)

Movies
PAY IT FORWARD
POW WOW HIGHWAY LITTLE BIG MAN
HIGHLANDER FAIRY’S
BROTHER FROM ANOTHER PLANET FALLEN
THE FIFTH ELEMENT COCOON
STIGMATA MATRIX
EMERALD FOREST BRAZIL
BLADE RUNNER STAR MAN
STAR GATE PROPHECY
TIME BANDITS THE NAKED LUNCH
DANCE WITH THE WOLVES DARK CITY
THE THIRTEENTH FLOOR 2001 SPACE ODESSEY
THE ADVENTURE OF BUCKAROO BANZI WALK ABOUT

Videos
THE COSPIRACY THEORY HOPI PROCEPHIES
David Ikke Lee Brown
BURNING TIMES/WITCH HUNTS ALIEN KNOWLEDGE
National Film Board Robert Morning Sky

Web Sights
www.manari.ca Dorothy Izatt- Amazing seer
www.ufobc.ca Background on UFO activity
www.corpcirclequest.com Corp circle information
www.remote-viewing.com scientific perspective of “Dream Walking”
wolfs_moon.tripod.com Animal Totems
www.davidicke.com Conspiracy Theorist
www.freedomdomain.com Conspiracy Theories
www.paperships.com Scared tobacco (Kinnick Kinnick)

paranormal.about.com/cs/ancientanomalies- scientific documentation of artifacts that have been kept secret from the general public.

www.lasvegasmercury.com/2002/MERC-Nov-21-thu-2002/20095845.html
The most wild, out there sightings of paranormal activities it is worth the read.

Learn about Colors

Colors Positive Qualities Negative Qualities

Black protection, birth, magic secretiveness, sacrifice
Blue happiness, calm, truth depression, loneliness
Brown grounded, new growth lack of discrimination
Green growth, healing, abundance uncertain, miserly, greed
Grey initiation, imagination imbalance, secretiveness
Orange warmth, joy, creativity pride, agitation, worry
Red sex, passion, strength anger, aggression, impulse
Violet alchemy, humility, spirit obsession, misunderstood
White purity, sharing, truth scattered, overextended
Yellow communication, optimism needing, clarification
Gold inspiration overcritical


Learn about Numbers


Nos. Positive Affects Negative Effects

1 beginnings, originality, leader arrogance, dominance
2 feminine, dreams, cooperation sensitivity, meddling
3 creativity, birth, mystical gossipy, moody
4 foundations, patience, builder stubborn, rigid
5 versatile, change, activity scattered, overindulgent
6 home, service, family jealous, worrisome
7 wisdom, seeker, truth faithless, critical
8 power, money, infinity careless, greedy, authoritarian
9 healing, understanding gullible, hypersensitive

(All double digit numbers can be reduced to one of these nine by adding the two digits together. For example: 23 = 2+3 = 5)

Learn about Directions


Directions Characteristics and Energies of the Four Directions

East Healing, creativity, illumination, divination and intuition,new birth and sunshine, new leanings, strength of will communication, Expression of new.

West Vision, dreams, quests and journeys, emotions, imagination, creative arts, the feminine, higher compassion, inner spiritual renewal, goals.

South Purification, faith, strength, awakening inner child, over coming obstacles, playfulness, change, protection, self sufficiency, trust, resurrection.

North Teaching, abundance, balance, sacred wisdom and knowledge, gentleness, thankfulness, drawing forth inner treasures, Empathic intuition, trust, alchemy.

*For a more detailed introspective on Colors, Numbers, and Directions I highly recommend referring to:

“Animal Speak”
The Spiritual & Magical Powers of Creatures Great and Small by Ted Andrews. (c)

Wolf Dream Walker - Protection

The Wolf-Dream Walker



The wolf is the alley of the dream and the Dream Walkers (can find background about this in ancient texts) and has been from the time when all was in the beginning. Then the wolf were hunted down and completely wiped out in some areas of the world. All the way up to approx. 1960’s when they started to become a protected species.

Many people think the wolf is to be feared as a predator I suspect the confusion lies with thinking they are like hounds, they are not, hounds are a cross between wolf and dog (usually black with ridges on there backs with red eyes). Hounds are deadly predators who try to create havoc and chaos with human beings to throw them into a state of mental confusion and if successful they send most of those people into states of panic and paranoia which if done right leads them into the asylum for the insane.

Wolves are the knowing of the dream and the Dream Walkers. They see and hunt and protect and teach dreamers in the ways of medicine in movement- creative spontaneity. To shower yourself in white light in the face of terror, in the dreamtime is a static process and all nasty bits of business have to do is hang around and keep terrorizing you so you as soon as the shower stops. The Wolf is proactive opposed to being inactive and will take immediate action at signs of adversity without doubt or over intellectualization. The Wolf acts, thinks and responds to threat all in the moment and deals with the situations swiftly if it is called for, in a dynamic way. The Wolf is also a wonderful gentle parent, a protector, a comrade and good caring friend. They don’t relate in the dreamtime in our language but in a simpler state by sharing thoughts its simpler and its been my experience that they find English overly redundant.

To become a wolf you have to learn how to shape change. * For further info refer to “Shape-shifting.” and merge with a wolf. Not a difficult process but it can be a little unsettling for the fanciful.
Find a comfortable spot to relax in. Sitting or lying either is good. It helps if the lights are out and it is dark.
Reach into or imagination/the non-ordinary reality/the dreamtime and call to the wolf. (Stay away from preconceived ideas a much as possible. Be what you are not what you hope to be.)
Imagine the place where the wolf is, in details that is the secret. The terrain, the forest, or the tundra and then at this point go to the wolf. Usually they are waiting for you and will recognize you so not to worry they know you’re coming.
Ask the Wolf if you could blend with him or her. Blend and then be a good friend and run with the wolves.
Realize that if you blend with the wolf the wolf blends with you. It works both ways, so don’t be shocked if the wolf comes out of you sometimes. It’s a partnership the wolf will learn from you as you learn from the wolf. The times the wolf will slip through is when you are tired, frightened, and in altered states i.e. during intimacy (I kid you not) be careful it can be very frightening to your partner if he or she is unaware of what’s going on.
When you are needed by the wolf he will call and the same goes if you need help just howl inside and they will come. Be careful not to over use this privilege.
When you’re doing well you will begin to see a whole pack and sometimes when they are comfortable they will come and rest in our home.(c)

Alien Abduction

Alien Abduction


First of all realize that you don’t deserve this.
Know that there is no reality that you can’t affect.

If you where as pathetic and worthless as your abductor would like you to believe then why the hell do they keep abducting you? I mean would you abduct an ant? A beetle? No! Why? Because they have no direct influence on your life. Aliens only study people that relate to them in some way. You must have some great importance or they wouldn’t even bother with you. And if they are harassing you a lot you most be extremely valuable. See where I’m going with this. I always think, the more opposition I’m getting the closer I’m getting to the truth.

Now at this point turn the tables and become the hunter instead of the hunted. When you get that “weird oh my god I think I’m being watched feeling,” shape shift into a wolf This absolutely scares Grey and Black Aliens, Cat People, Lizard People, Dog People to death. Be the wolf and hunt them and tell them “To Stop or you will call the pack.” Important note: “Do not change back to yourself until they are gone, no matter how much they beg.”

When you encounter an Alien/Star person that knows who you are when you are the wolf not to worry they are friendly and possess the sight. These wonderful folks are usually, white, blue, green aliens, translucent butterfly people, and sphinx people to name a few. When you are meeting these people you are now having “Contac tee experiences.”

Take care of your pain. Seek help and find some good therapy regarding your past trauma around possible child hood abuse issues. Be careful what therapist you talk too not all of them are good. Good Therapists are as hard to find as good mechanics, there are so few of them out there. Work on your child hood pain first, I would not recommend not telling them about your “Abductee” experiences until you trust them. Therapists tend to be very conservative and highly opinionated and can create a lot of confusion for you about what’s going on. Be discerning. Just because there a therapist doesn’t mean they are all knowing human beings on all issues of life. When you deal with your pain you will stand up for yourself in this reality and then it will happen in the non-ordinary reality/dream-time.(c)