Friday, February 18, 2011

Thunder Birds on My Roof


Art by Calvin Hunt

I stepped out of my truck on a rainy spring night and turned to look at the roof of my landlord's house and I could see/feel these huge birds sitting on the roof. I couldn't see them physically in this reality but I can feel see them from the non-ordinary reality the dream time. I thought to myself, "What the heck, I might as well wave at them to acknowledge their presence, I'm mean after all, it was only polite." So I waved and I thought they nodded back as if to say, "We see you too Duende." Then I giggled to myself thinking that I had one vivid imagination and went down into my basement suite to watch a bit of late night T.V.

As the months past by I would wave every time I arrived late home at them in the evening and they would nod back. It was comforting although I thought I was completely off my nut I still continued to do it. It was fun. I counted four of them in total.

While I was watching late night television (as I have a habit of doing) I would go up on the roof in my imagination (so I thought) and hang out with them because hey I was a thunderbird too. It was so cool to chat with friends. And we'd sit there and just share company as good friends so often do.

Now at that time I was clowning as "Big Wings" basically I was this Bird Clown in a tuxedo that had wings that I had sewn on that would extend to create an 8ft wing span. And I had a bright blue face and a realistic eagle’s beak that some one in the movie industry had made for me that I would glue onto my face. I would put this on and go storytelling to kids throughout the city. One day on a Saturday afternoon I stepped out of the basement suite in full make up (headed for a show) to see my land lady on the back lawn with there 4 year old son Daniel. He looked right up at me with huge awe and fascination. I said hello as the character and headed to off to do my show downtown.

It was now late August and it was 2 am in the morning I had my window open because of the heat and I could hear Daniel crying upstairs. This must have been the 8th of 9th time I had heard him crying throughout the summer and I became concerned so the next time I saw my land lady I asked her, "Is Daniel okay I heard him crying the last couple of nights?"

“Oh yes,” she said. “He’s fine he just wakes up in the middle of the night cause he’s had a bad dream.”

“What sort of dream?” I asked.

“Oh,” she said, “You won’t believe it if I told you.”

“Try me.”

“He thinks that they are these huge birds on the roof.” And then she laughed nervously. “And hears the kicker, he keeps saying: “Bird Clown on roof mummy, he thinks your one of them. Isn’t that crazy. Kids. Go figure.”

“Yah kids they’re incredible all right.”

Sometimes I think this stuff is all in my head and because of that I never even thought to consider little Daniel. The birds and I decided to meet on another roof and let Daniel have good night sleeps.(c)

2 comments:

  1. Hello John
    my name is Jacquie Flannigan and I was in touch with you back in 2006 or 2007. I rang you from your web page ""lost secrets"" and was interested in doing one of your workshops. Im from Australia my mobile number is 61457 208 062. Please contact me if you still do workshops and please direct me to your new web page if you have one.

    Regards
    Jacquie Flannigan

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  2. Hi Jacquie
    Life has been an intense ride for the past three years. Please forgive me. I wasn't ignoring you. If you get this let me know how you are doing.

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